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the best blog post ever.
my life completely changed.

CLOVER MADE SAYFOL CHEERLEADING HISTORY THIS YEAR.
as we were the first squad of clover to actually get 1st place (:

I AM LOST FOR WORDS.
its so unbelievable!
my legs are tired and i cant believe it!
I MEAN SERIOUSLY!
gaaaah its so awesome.
i guess adidas was right,
IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING.

dreams come true<3
gah, it will be in one of my best histories of MY life.
im falling in love with my own self.
greatest sports day ever as we had fun and eventhough marigold was the winner,
we all felt like winners.

seriously, clover won for march pass and cheerleading.
which is unbelievable.
the day keeps rolling back like i have this rewind button.
hanif, pearl, johan, natasha, candice, candy, joscelle, jin ah, su in, kelly, my sister and other clover members' faces.
its priceless memory.
nothing can ever feel like this!
god, i was super hyper!
i did like a few cartwheels on the way to one round for our victory of both the stuffs and
gah, im seriously lost for words.
completely speechless!
we were dancing, most likely VICTORY DANCING to almost all the songs
and like, disco-ing xD
lol and like.. aaah its like a dream <3

hanif just told me
Mrs Tapscott said that was the first time ever that a house EVER celebrated like that

haha WHICH IS AWESOME!
WE RAN THE WHOLE 400 METRES BEING SO PROUD OF OUR HOUSE!
he is right, it was a complete rave.
haha i still cant believe what just happened.
im like
AH.

hahahaha!
after all that chaos that had happened in there, we had to do something to celebrate.
which was none other than eating xD
wanted to eat at kenny rogers at bukit bintang
but we all forgot that the one there had it closed.
so, we went to pavilion.
yes, with our sweat and shitty P.E. stuff.
lol, i ate korean stuff!
i love gimbab.
and.. the thingy i ate which was korean bbq.
lol i appreciate it.
then blahblah we couldnt go back to the other side of bukit bintang coz it was raining so hard.
haha.

we made a video of no air.
lol, and me and my sister with webcam.
enjoy it in facebook (:
i love this day too much.
just one flaw,
my phone is still not working.

26th.

dearly beloved.
we are gathered here today for the critic situation of K770i;Ratri's phone.
yes, it has been a journey for it as it was.. damn right awesome.
what happened was an accident which i do hope will not happen in the future;
hence, from this day on, i take an oath that i will slap myself if anything worse than this can happen.
please dearly beloveds, pray in belief of his or her religion.
thank you.

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the truth?
easy.
toilet was freakin dark.
wanted my phone to be the torch.
i went to the toilet.
and i squatted
and it fell, into the water.
god, i can cry.
im trying every best now.
might take it for repair.
hopefully my mom doesnt realize coz..
i dont know what she would say.
it hurts so bad!
i need it for tmrw!
goddammit.

today was great; sort of.
my face was red, according to hanif.
well its almost perfect
just that our energy level isnt as high.
i ate at mcdonalds
me, jasmine, my sister and putra were high.
lol we were like ordering to the operator and saying bye and stuff.
we saw the guy with a mic on his ear kinda-ish
and we were like
BYEE!
and we went to another section to get our food and then!
my moms friend was like
"he looks a lot better"
but of course she said that in indonesian.

lol, it was fun.
cartwheeled a LOT.
needa make it perfect!
DANG.
im.
SCARED.

i wanna sleep. idk what time i needa wake up now.

25.

NEW LAYOUT NEW LAYOUT NEW LAYOUT!♥

and its cookies :D
and milk :D
coz.. haha everyone in the forum got me to love cookies :D
ngahahah.
and the milk part is because hx is a dancing milk carton.
ABSOLUTELY CUTE.
haha

i wish i could post it here but im lazy.
nyahaha :]

anyways today was great.
sort of, forgetting the part where people pissed me off today.
ms jes did and nam kyo.
she did coz she didnt let me go for doing something for cheerleading and the fact that me and her are in the same fcking house.
god, she pissed me off and reminded me about the other things that made me pissed off.
constant thing she does which i apparently think she LOVES.
god.
sorta reduced me to small tears.
managed to stopped them though.
then after lunch, found out that my seat has been taken by soo jeong or whatever his name is.
hate to be moved at that moment and wasnt the right timing.
so i was fighting back coz i have no other option.
i wanna sit there and thats too bad for nam kyo that i didnt move.
whose fault was it to move ME when i originally sit there?
everyone was freaking looking at me.
didnt mean to overreact but things just got me caught up.
and then it was history.
by the fact that i know that ms jes wont let, i didnt go.
but then stephanie went and called anjellyne and she said 5 minutes only.
so then candice came and called me and joscelle.
and she was like no.
too bad for her i was already pissed off so i dared to talk back.
shes in freaking clover for gods sake.
its her luck that people in her class dont like her.
MAYBE IF SHE CHANGED FOR THE BETTER EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT.
shes such two-faced.
no one will ever know how she got married.
god, i hope she burns in hell just like how we burnt those cloths.

AH.
anger released.
happiness now.
hahaha i know im such a two-faced now.
*sigh*
everything is done now.
costume is a bit.. lower than my expectations.
and even the sports shirt.
i feel like vomit is better than that shit.
oh right.
one other thing, madame bousque is the.. worst teacher for cheerleading because she is so nonsupporting.
too straight forward too.
she was like
almaz is nothing.
which is super duper mean.
i dont even dare saying that and i consider myself mean to her.

aaah god.
well i think thats about it.
skipped the whole day today at school.
i got.. mm 72 % for maths anddd... mm whats it.. 15 over 25 for geog.
which im supposedly better at.
grr i needa get higher marks.

needa buy blusher, tube and.. liquid eyeliner.
and hair band for me and jin ah.
ah.
god, tiresome day.
WHAT ABOUT TMRW?

ENJOY my cookie love thingamabob. :)

24//

i cant find a friggin layout.
anyways, today we paid for the costume.
seems like madame bousque has some issues.
she was like asking me joscelle and my sister why we cant pay full.
WELL DUH.
who can pay full?
i mean, some people can but still.
whatever, she was talking shit.
joscelle told me that shes gonna be our french teacher for year 9.
WHICH SUCKS.
MONSIEUR FELIX ROCKS.
seriously, i pick him.

*aaaH*
well thats all i wanted to talk about.
shes just very negative and very.. uncooperative.
she has issues at everything.
i dont mean to hurt stephane in a way coz.. yeah its his mom.
whatever.

i had a.. good day?
yes. it wasnt so bad.
just the part that i screwed up for french assessment!
grr~

idk why i feel like doing my rubiks cube.
@___@ i dont dare to though.
its like perfect. the top part that is.
the other part is retarded.
if i move anything, it gets ruined.

AH.
im staying in sayfol.
*SIGH*
i really cant wait for my year 10.
COZ I REALLY HOPE IM NOT IN SAYFOL.
god.
the sports tshirt sucked.
its too gay.
it has like pink.
which is disgusting pink.
not the cute pink that i like.
close to fuchsia but not.. that close.
idk how to describe.
i just dont like this sports day.

im gonna sell my costume for half price.
SO.
anyone who wants to buy it is.. totally welcomed :]
i need to pee.

and i do need chocolates.
:D

AAAAAH!
i cant wait to go singapore to bungee.
hopefully jarah will follow :]
andddd going back to jakarta bandung surabaya etc etc
WOOT.
1 month +
coz of my bday.
i am. spoiled :]

hahaha whatever.
I CANT WAIT TO..
idk, someone finish that sentence.
life is so darn boring without you.
;]
i like you dammit!
but i cant.
OH WELL.

23.

lol, i ditched this for awhile.
anyways. i had tennis today.
8-10
and god.
it was tiring!
eventhough it was the same bloody 2 hours.
thank god my mom changed it to sunday next week too.

anyways, pavilion.
i think its a place for me of rejection.
really.
we watched narnia, and it sucked.
sorry for you narnia lovers out there.
but seriously, it isnt a movie to watch on a date.
lol, i like comedy, not seriousness.
anyways, i checked out padini concept store.
i sooo have to go there for shopping.
i saw kanye wests sunglasses thingamabob for 29 bucks!
maybe i can buy 2 of them :D :D
lol different types that is.
coz, its nice.
lol, anyways, yea. thats about it.
met jaz.. hes still the same.
lol. and then me and ayesha never ate.
so my mom told me to get kfc.
which is gay coz i dont like kfc.
it took like 1hour to get all the stuff.
screw that, never eating in kfc anymore.

ah, i have to say,
hope that you can never invite me to a boring movie because i will talk to you nonstop :)
lol seriously. i have to ENJOY it.
you have to.. satisfy me to like you :)
but i still like ayesha, so shes lucky. :P
ahah anyways, we checked out some stores.
haha it got tiring.
whats cool was like when we went to body shop, we gave up searching for kalila
but then when we went out, we saw her.
WHICH IS TRUE COINCIDENCE.
lol. syeah. met her "zack"
sorry if i spelled that wrong.
she screwed me up for expecting more xD
she called me at like 2.
AND SHE SAID SHE JUST GOT BACK.
amazing.
well, its good that she had a great time :]
im still tired.
and confused.
we all know why and we should keep that in our heads.
wtf am i saying, idk.

haha cheerleading is being a bitch.
actually, mrs logan is.
haha whatever. i still have hopes of winning :D :D
lol, i neeeda "study" french but i think im done.
i wanna wait for the pictures joscelle took.
its so cool :D
i carried steph and we took a video and stuff.
weee :P
lol, dumbasses.

im still waiting.
for everything.
anticipation sucks.
lol stop me from saying crap.

22.

IM BACK!
and with not much things.
anyways, last updated was like..
saturday.
right?

sunday was fun because ayesha came.
to "study"
lol. and of course we didnt.
we did some random stuff instead.
lol we made muffins! :D
then.. ayesha smsed dika and she was like so utterly random
HAHAHA i swear it was hilarious somehow.
we were fighting on sms.
coz i went to the indo restaurant when she went.
lol xD
and she was like HAPPY SODA is mine!
ahaha
(soda gembira :P :P)

and then nothing much happened so.
neither to monday.
thought itd be better.
haha.
whatever.
assessments were eeaasy!
lol some actually.
i still needa do french and islamic studies though.
i had some funny times
and hard.
lol, dont wanna get to it.
anyways.. anjellyne was asked out by hans
lol so we were laughing like crap.
then what else?
cant list them all :D

haha talked to kalila for like 1&half hours
and it was so fun!
lol we talked about many many things.
forgot to call ayesha back though.

OH yeah, reminded me
some people were fighting coz of sophia.
w.t.f
never worth it, lol.
seriously.

cheerleading is great!
pompoms are almost done.
costume.. not sure.
@___@ 300 :( :( :(
lol and then thats all.
mrs tappscott think its excellent.
IN YOUR FACE!
haha.
i really hope we can win.
its gonna be a big big big thing.
coz ill keep remembering it! :D
well the only thing is coz of almaz.
i mean, everyone is like so frustrated of her.
even jin ah.
shes trying to teach her.
and she just doesnt get it.
i dont get her.
whats so hard! WE THOUGHT HER ALL THE STEPS.
everyone gave hope on her.
watching ScJos muvid.
its so.. weird.
i dont like her singing.
no offence.
TALKING ABOUT SINGING!
DAVID COOK WON WON WON WON WON
IN YOUR FACES ARCHULETAS! lol.
i l a i.
that means i love american idol :]
lol.

hmm what else.
i had it on my mind.
finished gossip girl season 1.
lol.
i need like a.. video thingamabob to keep all the episodes.
lol :D
LIKE ITOUCH.
grr.
haha ed has iphone.
damn.
gah! im outta stuffs.
im going practice in about 2 hours and going to pavilion
and hoping to watch..
INDIANA JONES
WOOT!
lol shia leboufs in it :D
me and kalila were like *aawww*ing on that.
hahaa guffaws.

HX!
wedding on 1st june :D :D :D
i forgot about the invitations. :(
hahahaha its so funny.
shames
OHMGSH
SHUR ITS SO PERFECT!
LOL.
kidding. :]

aaah i see my pompoms.
screw it.
lol kaaay.
guess thats all. i wanna eat my.. soup :D

21;

time to change the layout dont you think?

so last updated, was..
on thursday.
FRIDAY.
was teachers day.
lol, woke up at 6.10, i still came late though.
sorta..
"expected" earlier.
lol, THAT WAS THE AWESOME-EST TEACHERS DAY EVER.
well, first of all, bringing a phone wasnt a "crime"
andddddd we didnt really have lessons!
history, sorta but.. it was fun.
ms jes was.. in a good mood.
me and anjellyne think shes pregnant.
lol :P :P

anyways, mrs jain got booed.
at first i thought that she didnt deserve it, but i think she did.
its not anyones fault (except for her) that shes such a bitch.
we had to stop our cheerleading for her.
that dang jain.
anyways, we had the thingamabob for turkey.
it was nice!
i mean, i get to go to a hot air balloon :D
that is ULTIMATE fun!
haha its sad that its 7100.
ISH.
and that isnt counted as my visa, yet my shopping.
so practically i have to have a LOT of money.
which i dont.
lol, talking about money, i shopped at body shop today!
:D
bought my lotion!
AT LAAAST!
haha. mom bought some stuff too.
so we aced like 189 bucks.
:P

anddd then practice, pearl was in a bad mood at first :/
which is so sad that she actually cried.
coz almaz totally ruined her mood.
gah, idk whats wrong with her.
shes "committed".
okay, i get it, but wheres the effort?
its really pointless if shes doing nothing.
she doesnt even get it.
erh, even after pearl was crying, she didnt say sorry.
if i was pearl i really cant take it.

well practice was great after that :D
coz johan and keith cheered her up :]
haha and my sister.
somehow.
lol, anyways i guess i posted almost everything now.
im done with my pompoms.
all i need is silver paper.
OH RIGHT.
my mom, cant stop teasing me.
-____-.
SHES EMBARRASSING!
gaaaah!
lol. mm what else?

I BOUGHT A WINDMILL
AND ITS SO CUUTE
AND ITS SO AWESOME.
you should all get one :] :]

20.

congrats to ME.
i made my 20th post.
but, sadness.
*awww*
im having a massive, massive headache.
and its being a complete bitch to me.
well good luck to me, for tmrw.
coz i got practice.
and, tennis.
ASSESSMENTS NEXT WEEK.
dammit.
screw that thang.

im not really sure what had happened much lately.
i guess the only thing is that..
im waiting for a new layout. :]
I DO HOPE I GET WELL SOON.
and yes, my chances of going to cempaka are gone, gone, gone.
might stay in sayfol.
and go to sunway for year 10.
woo-oot?
not sure.

19.

YAY.
im back!
lol, not that it makes difference..
anyway!
cheerleading is really great these coz weve finished the song!
YAYYY :D
lol andd these days arent so bad at all.
just for the fact that i cant buy seventeen coz theres no more stock.
ANYWHERE.
so i cant go to sunway :(
haha whatever.
dont really wanna go.
or ill just go with carmen :P
yeees.. then what else?
monday was really fun.
i lost my voice, particularly over these 3 days.
coz of the tug of war [which i thought was spelled as tagavore :P]
yeah!
it was so fun to cheer.
haha seriously, i lost it.
people were looking at me.
haha not that i care.
its who i am :D

haha ms jes punished us for giving her a small chair.
which is OVERRATED.
SHES GAH.
haha.
i was absolutely hyper on monday.
buttt i forgot what happened :P
nothing pretty much happened.
or is it that i forgot?
lol anyways
theres a trip to turkey!
THE COUNTRY!
idk, i havent asked my dad yet.
buttt i hope i can.
idk who can go though.

well anyway, i did the duty roster stuff.
i had a fun talk with my mom on like monday evening.
ahha we talked about a LOT of stuff :D
she even asked me about *ahem*
@____@
she was super interested.
haha
well all i need now is a telescope and the commitment of becoming an astronomer :D :D
lol
which i can take.
well idk.
i think im moving to sunway international
which is only next year :S
idk if i wanna be in sayfol for year 9 or not @___@
haha.

so today, i lost my voice at lunch.
haha was shouting at ayesha.
and yumi was worse coz she tried to stop us!
hahaha
:P
OH RIGHT OH RIGHT OH RIGHT OH RIGHT!
i ripped my skirt.
hahah coz i tried doing split!
in cheerleading.
i suck.
:P
lol

and yes, monday was fun because jun and triptesh took the smallest chair out of all
for ms jes.
and when she came she got so mad, she dumped her books.
lol, she deserved it.
the other chairs got thrown out of the window.
andddd jun forgot one more chair
:P
lol and then after she went jun rushed to get the chairs.
i swear it was sooo much more funnier in actual thing.
haha it keeps playing in my head.

gah, what else.
ive got like tonnes of things to study.
assessments next week.
anddd its starting from tuesday.
so its a tad bit more risky.
coz then on the next week id have.. language 2?
which is french.
great.
not much to study coz its just french :]
lol anyways.
had practice just now..
and it was great!
we finished the whole song and now all we gotta do is the cheer.
which wed have to show.. by tmrw.
HAVOC.
seriously @___@
lol anyways..
guess thats all for the day.
i might not update as fast.
OH right.
there was this thing.
i heard on fly.fm
and it was like about bloggers having some competition about reporting and stuff.
their english has to be excellent.
im not interested in it but it might be interesting.
idk, im not bombastic anyway.
ill try to though.
haha
there are 2 people reeaaaally getting on my nerves.
rather not name them :]

I GUESS THATS ALL FOR THE DAYYYYY.
OH OH OH.
kriziajgne! [i think thats how you spell her name]
YEAH!
i met her.. downstairs eating nasi ayam.
lol its funny.
she couldnt stop talking about her bf.
wasnt boasting.
its just that
how could she get a person so perfect @_____@
hahaha!
AND AND AND SHE OWES ME 6 BUCKS.
hahaha.

I WANNA WATCH GG!
DAMN YOU ALL.
haha idk what was that for.
anyways, clover lost tug of war.
which was.. disappointing.
well what can i do right?
people in clover are like tiny compared to the others.
theyre like little.. twigs.
including me.
IDK.
screw it!
marigold, shall not win this year.
coz its overrated and cruel.
i bet you ALL!
MWAHAHHAHA.
which reminds me of the doodle i made.
idk how.

im writing more so that i can stay longer
my sisters beside me
and she was doing shit on the keyboard.
THE ANGER!
AHAHAHA.

18.

another day, with me :]
managed to fix the music player.
its right there isnt it?
lol.
anyways
i just came back from FRIM.
it.. wasnt as great as i thought.
thought wed walk further.
and there were people.
whom i expected. @___@
haha *ahem* came though :] :]
haha it was quiet coz i didnt really know what to talk about.
i saw like some kind of worm which camouflages.
its so.. AWESOME.
haha anyways on saturday, we went to see where cempaka was :]
ITS SO PRETTIFUL.
HAHAHA
yes. i like it.
its complicating how to get there though. @___@

anyways, before that i got my tennis shoes.
mines wilson and my sisters was adidas.
haha it took me a while to find my right size.
coz my shoe size is actually bigger than my sisters.
sooo yeah!
haha :P mines like 6 shes like 5..
its weird.
i hate my long toes. :P
we checked out city square too.. since it was all like nike. nike. nike. NIKE.
well were getting bored of it, so we got different brand.
haha
okay, im peeling off my mask now.
i feel like im peeling off my skin!
LOL :P
yes, then after that i went to tan chong, to get my dads car.
and then we went to cempaka.
but we started from sentral coz my dad wanted to see how far it was from the new house.
it was a long way.. i had a headache too.. idk how.
i was reading my book.
its called - I'm Alice ( Drama Queen? )
it isnt bad.. thats why i read it :P
haha

then after that.. we went to jusco.
we got reaaaally bored of nandos so we tried black canyon.
and it wasnt bad!
it was scrumptious there :]

today, we went sushi king.
it was alright.
aha funny that i was at the same place as *ahem*.
haha luck but not fate.
tmrw is tug of war.
clover vs. marigold.
goddamn, fadhils joining.
so idk.
ill be cheering for those people anyway.
haha did i tell you?
there was some riot near school.
ezzat said myanmar embassy.
so yeah!
hahaha made fun of yumi.. somehow.
haha dk why she was absent.
anyways.
ill get back to you all tmrw or sometime.
coz i know ill blog :]

ps.
im changing the layout very soon :]

edit.
today was funny webcam day!
especially with HX and ezzat :D
ill make this a celebration.
after mothers day.
and ms sujas birthday :]

17

kinda awkward how the world can change so much in a second, or less.
idk, you should ask that preferable someone.
well. an answer to your offline message is that
you make it so hard for me to believe these days. what did you ever do to me for the past few days anyway?

so what happened on.. friday.
nothing much really.
just that su-in is back! :D
haha i love that girl!
shes so darn good.
i thought her like in 50 minutes less
and she can catch up
O____O
shes my heroine! :P
lol anyways, we had the play thingy for english.
we got 7/10!
which made us the 2nd highest.
:D
haha joscelles group was the first.
congrats to her!
i got a lot of hw for the weekend.
*sigh*
history, maths, geography.
lots and lots of writing.
hmm, then what else?
maths was funny coz mr dev was actually "learning" how to act so.. whatever and stuff.
the hand thingys.
hard to explain but it was funny!
haha science, we went to the lab.
which was awesome! it was funny.
after school..
i took the silver paper from madame bousquet.
its written there 10 YARDS.
which is ABSOLUTELY LOOONG!
seriously! helps a lot for the pompoms.
after that, i taught su-in the song.
shes so darn good, i swear!
haha i mean seriously @___@
she just need a LITTLE bit more.
then shell know the whole thing!
haha :]
then.. thats about it.
nowadays im getting tired pretttyy darn easily.
well, im supposed to swim.
but the darn lift wasnt working
grr.
sooo yeah!
haha i got a lot of things to do now.
like eat caramel pudding when its done!
woohoo! my sisters making it :P
haha cant wait.

EDIT.
cheerleading is canceled.
yknow why?
theres a riot.
oh well.
lol.

16

ive got a lot to blog.
its not.. unusual.
haha. yes i know, double negatives which makes it positive.
just like maths!
lol damn i just realised that.

OKAY.
so wednesday night.
guess what happened?
kriz [idk how to actually spell her name @___@]
yeah. shes not neverrrr gonna be in school anymore.
so.
we are OUT OF PEOPLE!
damn!
but today, my sister asked su-in [who happens to be a kickass korean ;)]
if she can join back.
AAAAANDDD..
SHE CAN!
yaaay us :D
lol idk though. ive to wait for pearl.
so that was the highlight of that night.
mom "scolded" me for talking to my sister.
when she was supposed to study :P
NOT MY FAULT.
hehehe :P

yesss. so today!
was.. my unlucky day.
first of all, for english.
i just HAD to get the hardest paragraph.
@___@
P.E!
nothing was wrong.. actually.
haha
then break.
idk. wasnt so wrong too!
BUT IT WAS AFTER THATTT.
dude! [whoever you are :P]
i have to tie my hair?
its NOT possible.
[mr dev has a point about "impossibility"]
its too short.
but.. its mostly my fringe.
haha
OH WHICH REMINDS ME!
[somehow. i dont even know it myself.]
I HAD TO TAKE OUT MY SHOES
COZ OF MY SOCKS
GRRR.
lol screw socks. i hate it.
detest it.
SCREW IT.
hahaha.

OKAY.
so thats like.. what? half of a school day?
yeah. so there you go.
for french class, i told monsieur felix that i couldnt hear him.
anddddd he brought me in front O____O
then.. geography.
i fell while i was standing on the chair!
but it wasnt as serious so i was alright :P
then at lunch!
GAAAAAH ITS LIKE.
this girl or guy or whatever took the porridge.
then she or he or it or whatever, left it on the table.
mr erol told US to take it.
and we had scissors papers stone thingy
AND I LOST.
SO WTF RIGHT!
HAHAHA
its only a plate.. i thought.
so it was all right :D
BUT THEN, THE EVIL EVIL FORK AND SPOON!
HAD TO GO DROWN ITSELF!
AND IT WENT TO THE PORRIDGE!
its so evil.
hahahaha i sound like a kid!
lol so yeah. it drained itself.
asses.

haha if you were wondering why i even ate school food.
was because..
were in a record.
eating school food for a week.
to save money.

WELL MY MOM ISNT EVEN GIVING ME MONEY ANYWAY.
lol so yeah.

AND THEEEEN!
after the drainage.
i managed to actually "threw" the stuffs.
we took 5 trays.
its amazing. :P
so, yeah, after the "tray" business,
i wanted to pee.
i say it out loud and have no shame.
coz its inhumane if we dont want to pee :]
HAHA.
so yeah!
AND GUESS WHAT?
the door was effin closed.
i asked the kakak,
"kak, kenape pintu dah tutup?"
"why is the door closed already?"
AND WHAT DID SHE SAY!
"TAKDE AIR LAH DEKK!"
"theres no water lah."
adusiasryuaeaduhasdasdauweayw
i swear. there was a thunder on my HEAD.
i wanted to PEEE DAMMIT!
why does god hate me! :( :( :(
so yeah.
i just had to hold it right?
god.
and then!
we had activities.
community service to be exact.
ryan was right.
he said something like :
yknow, community service was something that you had to do when you did something bad?
yeah. i bet the school did something really bad, that they made us do it for them.

WHICH TOTALLY MAKES SENSE!
HAHAA.
yeah. that was on the bus.
we had the mini bus btw.
which had no aircond, whatsoever. and some of the people had to STAND for the journey.
YEAH!
in school.
ryan stuffed like the plastic thingy for his bottle down to my shirt.
and i wanted to kick his ass.
and mrs joyce saw it.@___@
and she was like
WHAT KIND OF A GIRL ARE YOU!
:( :( :(
ANOTHER LUCK WENT!
wtf!
*sigh*
then, i thought it would be great, that yumi was in our group.
but we ended up separated.
she said she had archery.
well anyways, community service wasnt bad!
I SWEAR THERE WAS THIS KID THAT LOOKED LIKE TRIPTESH
HE WAS SOOO EFFIN CUTE!
its so unfair that he disappeared like that!
haha
he punched..
lol nvm.
it was hilarious.
ryan got his pants pulled there :P
HAHAH EVERYONE WAS ALMOST LAUGHING AT HIM!
my damn puppet wont make people smile.
it isnt fair. :(
haha
then after that..
what was unlucky was that i got ditched.
:(
lol.
then..
after all that.
i went to avenueK
toys 'r' US.
AND WE BOUGHT A RUBIKS CUBE.
haha which is hard.
i dont expect myself to "accomplish" it though.
haha.
yea.
i saw the tickle me elmo! :D
i asked the workers from there.
how much it was?
AND IT WAS LIKE
TWO HUNDRED AND FORTY BUCKS!
unfair :(
i want it.
its effin cute :P

haha.
so yeah.
today was a great day.
sorta.
i still believe in luck and karma :P
haha yeah, so what more do you want?
i might get lucky on the weekends :D
which, i think is better to tell it by then.
its like my diary spoiler.
im getting lame these days.
:D
i like me :D
SOOO RANDOM<3

15

okay, so basically, today was like.. suuuuper hot.
since the aircond wasnt working, we had to move to the year 10 block.
it wasnt much difference since me and anjellyne took the seats that were..
not close to neither the fan nor the ac.
so what to do right?
it was fun though. somehow.
fahad and i were trying to.. skip. haha wanted to go around the block.
went to the stairs at the right, and saw the teacher.
sooooo went back up.
lol went to the stairs in the middle AND CAUGHT HER.
yknow what!
MRS K KNOWS ME.
which is absolutely.. AMAZING.
:( :( haha she frikkin knows me!
as a good girl though :P

haha anyways.. thats about today.
idk why i wanted to blog.
i guess i just wanted to say like..
i might be really going to cempaka.
coz daddie went and printed the map.
since we dont know the fees.
so yeah!

and another was..
im taking tennis.
haha ironic coz tennis was.. annoying.
for me.
coz i couldnt hit it!
so yeah.. maybe thats why i wanna take it.
well, whatever.
im getting a racket, new shoes.
haha i hope O___O.
anddd!
getting *THE* camera.
yknow, those *pro* cameras.
haha which.. needs a lot of space to put in someones bag @___@
lol.
im positive im gonna get sick after the sports day.
so.. yeah.
OOH OOH.
i might go to singapore.
for a very stupid reason.
yknow, the bungee thingy?
the spins around in the air.
which is UBER cool?
yea. because of that.
:D :D
haha didnt take that in NZ coz i was still 10.
i take risks when im a teen.
not.. when im 10.
haha. so yeah. im trying to go to singapore.
haha takashimaya is another reason.
its been like 547438716972 years since ive been there.
lol.

WEEEEELL thats about it.
cant wait till friday.
its gonna turn to an evil day. i swear.

#14

is it me or im dying of humiliation day by day?
wow.
i mean, okay. today.
at about 7.45 pm.
my mom came in the room.
she asked about if she knew one of her friends son.
and it was *ahem*
so.. hahaha i seriously couldnt lie.
she just told me to watch myself and.. dont sms *ahem* at the wrong time.
shitt.
haha SERIOUSLY.
she asked if i liked him.
i didnt - couldnt actually - do anything other than.. blush and smile
:]

haha SERIOUSLY MYOWN MOM.
damn.

okay so what else today?
OH RIGHT.
the costume.
its ridiculous.
tappscott told us to get a new costume.
coz it looks like a party dress.
i have nothing to say other than to agree.
sorry pearl.
if youre reading this :]
so im not really sure of whats gonna be the next costume like.

i guess thats all i have to blog today.
i got some ambition stuff to do for hw.
btw, im thinking of astronomy.
study of the stars.
coz.. what shines more than the star right?
:D
i feel smart that way.
wth.
:D

oh yeah!
i needa make this font a tad bit bigger.
so please please please forgive if there were any retarded mistakes there :D
thanks to audrey for the suggestion btw :D
haha

oh, right. and btw.
thought that you should all know.
my dad had a random moment.
and wanted the "Duffy" album.
so we went to great eastern.
AND ACTUALLY BOUGHT THE CD.
me my sisters and my mom couldnt believe it.
god.
its.. ridiculous!
ONLY FOR THE SONG!
yknow! the mercy song.
whatever.
haha havent heard the whole cd though.
yep, thats all :]

#13

okay, is it me or ive been updating a lot lately?
well. i got a lot to blog.
hahaah :]
anyways today.. ate some ayam kampung in cheras.
its really good, i swear.
haha andd i went to my cheerleading practice.
it was for like 3 hours?
yea.. we almost completed the whole song.
and ive to do like stunts?
which.. is not surprising, really.
joscelles outfit is done and I have it.
coz she was dumb enough to NOT take it.
she mustve cared only about her iTouch anyway.
screw her for having that!
yeaaah.. so it was good.
almaz and jin ah are getting the freaks outta me. coz theyre just plain weird.
haha :P

YES.
im here about my upcoming loneliness.
sounds depressing?
itll be more depressing actually.
i mean, my eldest sister. shes in college which is in sunway.
half an hour drive.
andd my other sister. shes gonna go to this international school there.
which only allows year 10 and above.
so, i practically have to change to another school or stay in sayfol AND then go to that international school.
well, id love to join there but i think i wanna be different.
that school seems REALLY new and i hate schools with very little people.
i like people :] thats why.
haha yea.
so i have to make choices of schools.
by july?
yeah. and my sister, if she joins the one in sunway, she wont have holidays
coz her school starts in july.
lol so yeah ;]
id start having that "lonely" child feeling.
well it WILL be a big difference, coz im pretty close to my sisters.
soo i dont really have much people to talk to.
hope my mom understands though.
yeah, so both of my sisters will be living there.
which is absolutely ridiculous, coz were getting a new house, in sentral.
*sigh*
i cant make my choice of schools.
i like cempaka coz of its activities but its REALLY far.
my dad wants me to go garden. but im not really sure of that.
i still have a lot of time to think.
but my sister doesnt.
all she wants is a camera,really.
everything she does, shell be asking for a camera from my dad.
haha it was an awkward family talk just now.
and boy ill miss that a LOT.
ill be like somewhat an only child.

which is sad!
i NEED some one to talk to.
and if i do move school, itll be hard for me to get new friends.
but if i dont, i wont have many.
since people are moving out of sayfol.
which is absolutely reasonable, and i tend to follow that :D
haha so yeah!
what do i do?
where do i go?
i mean.. college is so soon actually.
and i REALLY REALLY want to be in limkokwing.
for a reason, that is :]

i dont want to be an only child.
ive been living with my sisters.
for almost 3/4 of my life now.
and im almost incomplete!
ill miss them.
A LOT.
really.

BUT I RREALLY WANNA CHANGE SCHOOL.
dammit, why am i so hard?!

#12

so i just got back from school.
really.
i came back with my school uniform.
yesterday was.. hectic.
coz i was supposed to go to the embassy
doing some stuff.
but.. i ended up sleeping :]
forgive :P
haha
anyways.
i did not know why, but i brought my bag.
coz i wanted to do my history homework :]
well i did that on purpose coz i wanted my handwriting
to be the shittiest EVER.
even when ryan saw that, he was like
WTF.
haha
well yeah, and then on the next morning,
my bottle got spilled.
and thennn the book got wet.
so thanks A LOT to the bottle for that.
and no, it was not sarcasm ;]
yes, so my bag got wet.
and joscelles jacket got wet too.
hah, she was emphasizing that the whole day.

YEAH.
ms jes was being a total bitch today.
she was like I HAVE to be mean to you. if im nice, you people will take an advantage of me.
bloody blah.
she talks crap, i read my history book.
seriously, she should get common sense.
she should also respect us. and get some knowledge on teaching.
coz she knows NOTHING about it.
yeah. and no one was listening to her.
thank god.
that should really go on her face.
AN EXAMPLE FOR HER IS MS SUJA.
was she ever that mean? is she strict?
ms suja is neither strict nor kind.
shes like lenient.
both sides.
i mean.. she let us play SCRABBLE in english today.

ms jes?
HAHAHA YOU CANT EVEN LET US TALK.
our human instincts are STOPPED.
her expectations are flushed out of my life really.
she gave me 2 demerits.
for talking.
OH YAY now i can be in the "wall of shame"
I JUST SAID IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE.
screw her really.


and another thing i wanted to blog was my mom.
oh well, im really going to hell for this.
my mom, was really really shocked coz the costume was 300 (i know its overrated) and i saw today, it wasnt really a 300 bucks material.
its like completely plain.
anddd now she wont let me to join next year.
BUT DAMN I WAS IN LINE FOR THE NEXT LEADER!
GAHH.
i mean, seriously!
i already thought of the songs.
EVERYTHING.
i can use the cheapskate bloody tailor, not that i care.
man.. it would be a PRICELESS memory to be a LEADER of the cheerleading!
god.
seriously..
well anyways. my sister said that im NOT gonna be here.
her demands.
gotta follow that :|
cant wait till college somehow..
i still dont know what i can sell.
im trying to sell in some old junior books of mine.
but i still dont know how much i can earn.
coz i have to reach till 150.
if i can reach till 200 thats great
coz then i can keep the 50 :]
woot :D
so yeah!
if you guys wanna buy some kiddy kinda shirt, id be happy to sell it to yah.
:P

i needa raise A LOT of money.and i need it fast.
SO YEAH!

clover has about 90 points :]
marigold has about 170 points if im not mistaken *rolls*
shamrock has about 70 points WOOT :D
ANDDDD
violet has about 80 points?
haha IDK BUT CLOVER GOT MORE THAN THOSE TWO
oh yeehhh :D
well i got some things to put in to the blog.
so.. just you wait :D

haha :]