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anyways, my day was awkward yesterday.
i rubbed my moms face that the books would cost a lot more.
and she didnt believe it and so i had to go back to the carpark to get the money.
that wasnt awkward but yea.

my mom was weird!
she forgot the takoyaki in the trolley.
that was such a waste!
its such an advantage for the person who found it.
and i wanted to eat it soo bad.

my mom also forgot the parking ticket in the car.
then she forgot the key!
and she forgot the membership card for the thingy.
she was soo clumsy.

then we forgot to go to the lower floor to get to the lift.
[coz we need to go to the stairs then]
and yea we bought so many things.
it was impossible to go with the stairs.
so we went to the ramp instead.

AND and and the lift sound thingy.
like *ding dong*
we both thought it was the 1st lift but it was the 2nd.
weeeeeeeiiiird!

hmm what else?
i guess thats all :B

#44

PSYCHOSOCIAL.
okay. im a horrible person who criticized slipknot.
which i take it back coz i love the song psychosocial.
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY!
and mm whats that guitar hero song?
before i forget! YEAH!

anyways, i was randomly picking up tutorials for photoshop.
and the result is what you see in your left :]
I HAVE TO CREDIT HER.
urbanstrokes.livejournal.com

shes amazing :)
okay so where have i stopped?
i havent been to much places so yeah.
oo i went to yumis house on tuesday though.
boy was it fun.
it was like.. trouble in one roof.
haha i suck at doing that.
anyways i had so much fun.
its been so long @__@
we went to the bank and saw this thingy with the name 'low' (which is obviously a chinese name x])
so yea i wrote shawty get and put some arrows there.
haha yea. and we took loooads of pictures.
then we went back and had to go to klcc.
i was supposed to go home.
but yumi sort of indirectly forced my mom.
HWAHAHAHA.
we took so many pictures in klcc park.
some people were looking at us. hooh we ruled the park.
but then we had to go to this thai restaurant to eat.
eventhough we ate before in ampang point.
haha we went out so much and my mom told me not too.
hee :)
well i had fun anyways =)
and that reminded me when we were in braun buffel, there was this cow seat thing.
i had a feeling that it was real so i decided to sit down on the floor =)
haha and yea we went to the park for the second time after we bought milk.
lol, and yeah TOOK SOME MORE.
and it was loooads cooler.
i envied yumi coz i was the photographer and so her photos were lots nicer.
hahaha ;)
then there were these african dudes who asked me to take a picture for them.
weell i thought it would be mean if i said no so yeah, i took it for them.
then yeah, the dude (looks like a lady! he didnt. sadly) wanted a picture with me.
@____@
i was like wth!
yumi was like, EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW after that.
HAHAH it was a funny moment.
then there was another guy asking HER to take a picture for him.
bahahahaha :D :D
well whats funny was this.

ratri : let's be tourists! :D
yumi : lol, YEAH!
ratri : and we're from NIGERIA!
yumi : WTF NO WAY!
ratri : lol fine fine JAMAICA! :D
yumi : fine.

and those guys showed up.
hahahaha.
my jeans got wet for sitting on the grass :P

and then yea thats about it!
for yumi.
how sad for her that her plans didnt work.
haha, aw i miss her already.
it would be soooooooooo much more better if AYESHA was there!
ergh how i need her is like.. how much i need shamu. even more :P

i went to sogo yesterday.
its awfully sad that malaysia does NOT have gray jeans.
SERIOUSLY THIS HURTS.
i wanna go back to jakarta, go to ninety degrees and get those jeans!
i couldve.
but there wasnt enough money.
and if i did buy there, i couldnt have possibly bought my paul frank.
ohohoho.

thats about it.
i need to go back to school tomorrow, i need to buy exersice books.
hopefully ill be meeting people there?!
i cant wait to go to school.
REALLY.
that wasnt sarcasm.

god, theres this tempting smell of flour from the kitchen.
i want to eat!
but i cant since im fasting.
puasa in 4 days!
this is good practice.
i pity the people in the slums, who have to survive without food sometimes.
SO YOU OBESE (no offence) PEOPLE, stop thinking about your own concern and other peoples stomachs.
people in africa are DYING from hunger.
*sigh* if one day i could have 3 wishes all i could wish is just for the stopping of animal cruelty, no more global warming and all diseases cured PLUS no more starvation!
yeah, thats four...
oh well.

forty three.

I AM BACK.
yes, completely.
and hoping that ill go back there. VERY SOON.
i miss dufan.
but nooo i had to have an asthma.
haha experience in my birthplace hospital thingy.
the meds were like 300.
HAHAHA the total was like 800. serrriously.
thats my second time.
first time was worse coz i had to do a urine test.
and had the med "injected" from my butt.
if thats the right way to put it.
haha yea.
horrible night.
i cried, i think i woke the neighbours.
its like i was..uhh i have to say delivering.
haha.

well id have to say i shopped a hell lot.
completely lots.
haha, i even got a paul frank!
coz it was for sale.
50%! woooohoo!
and then i got 3 shirts from dloops.
HAIL TO DISTROS!
love you creators of them :]

hmm went to gelanggang samudera in ancol.
couldve gone to sea world.
BUT NO.
:(
couldnt go to the theme park either.
thats horribly sad!

hmmm i read twilight and new moon.
BUT THEYRE NOT MINE.
theyre my cousins.
AND YES I REALLY WANT THEM SO HORRIBLY.
i want the twilight saga.
haha.

i got cs3, sweeney todd, onerepublic, letto, THE CHANGCUTERS, andra and the backbone and all sorts of indonesian music.
YES I SUPPORT MY LOCAL MUSIC.
haha, they are awesome.
i went for very long walks.
seriously i was almost broke when i went out with my cousins.
coz my mom only gave me 300.
if only she gave me her atm.
I COULDVE SPEND 300 IN PLANET SURF!
ERGH.
haha.

my grandma is moving to the bukit kinda thing in bandung.
and it looks like my house in jakarta.
and my mom bought the house.
and so i have 3 houses.
YEAH.
hahahaha. AND THE FACT THAT IM MOVING TOO!
haha. at the same time. almost.

hmmm, i ate loads. haha
bakmi gm, batagor, pizza hut (yes, theyre different in malaysia, indonesia and qatar - what?) and loooads more.
thats why im out of shape.
AHAHHAHAHA :D but i still walked.
COUNTLESS steps.
i mean seriously i walked uphill AND downhill with my cousins.
HORRENDOUS.

oh yeah!
there were reallyyy cute kittens and everything in my neighbours (idk if you call it a neighbour when you can open the window and go to their house when theyre not there) and YEAH
it was like a saving team.
WE WERE PANICKING.
seriously its so sad seeing them shading under a leaf on top of each other :(
so yeah, we gave them food and a roof :D
they should be having a good life.
except for the fact that their mother is.. ergh THE HORRIBLEST THING EVER
she leaves them and the kittens are crying out for her milk.
okay that turned out to sound wrong.
hahaha well anyway THEY ARE ADORABLE.

i made videos too.
haha first it was DorAishah.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.
it was a cross-over of Dora and Aishah.
so dora is like.. a Muslim who wears a tudung and yeah.
love to upload it. but theres some editing to do.
haha and theres the shadow thingys.
yeaaa.. lots of things.

OH YEAH ABOUT KITTIES AGAIN. (lol)
my grand aunt bought a kitty while going to bandung.
and it was so pityful..
so sad that it died.
so sad.
almost cried.
hahah.
and btw, my grand aunt is very.. ergh idk shes weird.
extremely weird.

birthday sucked, but yeah, im passed through all that.

but anyways
i almost got everything i need now :)
so i cant wait to go back to school.
:)