"Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage." - Anaïs Nin


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28.10.08

would you believe me if its 70?

I DONT WANNA WAKE UP EARLY TOMORROW!
goes out to my sister.
whos just beside me =]

23 x 3

how tired i was?
i was like.. idk.
extreeeemely tired.
how many 'stairs' i climbed?
its like i was reaching for the sky.

but it was worth it!
we actually reached the top of the FRIM hill :D
i've proof :D



my hardwork and determination.
pshh. haha.
i saw a centipede and a camouflaged frog.
disgusting.
not the frog, the centipede.
its aeauyhetyer ergh haha.

after that, went to times square.
got my sisters ultraman.
and shes ultra ecstatic.
haha.
and my sister got me EEYORE<3
haha like iliyana and i said,
eeyore is the sexiest thing on earth.
and thats why hes sad =]
coz the others arent. hahaha.

i got some crap nausea from the guys jamming.
and time after time there were like loooooads of people.
so like the people that i saw were
my sister, shakeirah, ezzat, hasbi, his cousin, aziim, nadzir, lara, stephanie, isabella, johan, keith, roshiv.
yeah i think thats all?

after that i ate teppanyaki.
damn, im hungry now.
but im paying back the fasting days that i wasnt fasting.
what? haha.

yeah, thats about it.
i hope im going to the trip.
and someone better buy me a Lomo.

26.10.08

32 x 2

this is so not my night.
but it was a good afternoon.

i watched HSM3 with iliyana and yumi today.
and it wasnt so bad.
i guess my fav, out of all hsm.
but vanessa kinda looks slutty.

it was fun.
and we got to buy these shades.
we're gonna wear them to the trip to make ourselves look like the sex bombs :)
haha.

we also got these earring stuff from diva.
it was like 9 pairs of earrings.
we get 3 each =]

it was fun, really.
especially when the smartTag didnt work.
i was like shouting 'abang!' continously
and yumi, iliyana and hers siters were laughing.
i was like the only one making jokes!

then we tried on some stuff in forever 21.
haha can never fit wearing those things.

hmm, we were the loudest in the cinema.
haha i love that fact.
everyone shh-ed us.
hil-arious.

in the morning i went to the lake garden for cycling.
ah, how i love the breeze on my hair and face :)

and we feed the deer too! :)
my sister took some pretty pictuuures.

i like manhattan fish market =]

i hate people who add me on MSN and go like,
"hey, who are you?"


ergh, get a life.
and random people adding my facebook.

24.10.08

67.

ASSESSMENTS ARE FINALLY OVERRRR!
i feel like slapping people who actually came up with the damn idea.

things were easy.
its just history and french that sucks.
couldnt do nuts in french.

im being lame or the damn halloween thing.
so lazy.
plus no ones going.
so im going to be extremely lame. =]

at least i can go out for the deepavali holidays with my beloveds (:
haha, lame enough, im going for HSM3.
curiousity, alright.
im going with yumi, all hopes :)

thats great.
i just dont wanna get bored for my holidays.
except for the fact that mr singh had a lot of homework to give us.
he made me cry.
laughter dears, dont worry :)
but seriously, i can always laugh so hard.
especially with my friends.

hmm, what else?
oh yeah, our trip to fraser's hills.
i hope i can go.
my mom is very doubtful.
shes in a bad mood i guess.

i hope i can.
its another day..
where i can take reasonable pictures.
haha im loving goddamn photography so much these days.

21.10.08

66.

i feel like slapping myself.

i broke a petri dish.
great.
im one of those people who break the stuff in the science lab.

i just want to get over with it.

but whatever, today was the bombb!
wanted to fit akmal and i in kresnos jacket but the head thingy was too small.
haha funny.

ayeshas coming!
in..

20.10.08

65.

i love jellies.
im just disgusted by friday.
coz johan and hasbi ate the whole thing.
coz they had no spoon, so they stuffed it in their mouth.
hilarious.
yet appalling.

oh well =]

assessments sucked.
they dont have enough time.

my weekend was boring, boring and stinky.

hmm.
i dont get them anymore.
thank god.

ive been addicted to avenged sevenfold.
its all because of my sister.

ergh, i wanna go to the damn halloween party.
but im sure i cant.
ergh.

16.10.08

64 bombay!

bombay.
dont know why its there.
its like coz hasbi called me ratraaay
and i called him hasbaay.
so i guess.. its the ay crap.

anyways, this week i got really moody.
for absolutely no reason.
its fitness week.
i guess ive to get over that.

i changed my shirt with kalila and stephanie.
and i dont look so bad with violet and marigold.
its awesomeee.
you feel betrayal but whatever!
its awesome.

i ate mcd!
mcnuggets, oreo mudpie are simple love<3

my english teacher is gayer than ever.
like seriously.
i dont like the way he calls my name too.
its better if he never calls it.
ergh.

i got a week of assessments next week.
and ayeshas supposed to be here.
im supposed to plan an 8A party
i hope its soon.
i cant wait for it either.
i hope *i* can make it.

then people wanna do this halloween thingy.
on 31st.
hopefully i can go.

ergh, dad said we might not go to dubai&qatar.
since the rise of the economic crap has come.
stupiddd.

sauce got spilled to my shoe.
right cheek hurts from being pulled.
my throat itch.
my pinkie hurts more.

ergh, i need a new.. body and mentality.

ive got weird dreams.
and a new phobia.
sleep.

12.10.08

sixty three my dears.

the 2 numbers of the deviil ;)
friday was boring for your information.
i watched kite runner and shrek 3 though. =]


saturday, i went to pavilion for darius's birthday.
it was greattttt =]
worth it going.
i was lazy at first.
coz i had to ask my dad.
haha but whatever!
it was good that i got to go :)


anyways, i couldnt choose if i wanted to walk there or take a cab or take the bus.
so i walked to klcc.
then coincidentally, i met stephanie there! :D
it was so cool :D
so we went with the cab and got there.

there was this guy offering the maxis broadband?
idk, he was talking crap.
haha.


then we went to the cinema to meet darius.
but we couldnt get in coz it was too late already.
oh well.
then stephanie said it wasnt worth watching anyway
so i guess i felt good that i didnt have to watch it :P


then we went to the rainforest
to meet isabella and her boyfriend.
after that we went to tgi fridays.
we took so long to order.
eventhough it was only nachos and steak and some drinks.
haha.
it was so sweet of them that they had the coke on the house! :)
coz they wanted me and steph to try the strawberry and blue raspberry crap thingy.
and it wasnt crap!

IT WAS SO NICE :D
then we made like this face thingy for mrs veena! :P



hil-arious.


after that we went and walked to the ship coz the guys wanted to eat there.
since edward's dad or mom or aunt or cousin or uncle owns it?
i dont know, his relatives own it.
i felt so horrible.
so thats why i didnt eat.
i couldnt make up a choice of what to eat anyway.
so i just took peoples food :B
and drank watermelon juice coz its the boooomb!
remember that people.

it was fun!
i had to do this dare.
to eat the gravy.
haha jun was soo lame with the dares.
seriously, gravy?
i love gravy :B
haha.

then the guys went to CC and me and steph went back home.
we walked to pavilion again to get a cab.
but we went to lecka lecka first.
triple scoop yo.

then these guys wanted steph to take their picture
and the guy wanted a picture with her.
dejavu?
haha.

then we rush and bought stuff from the food republic.
steph bought popiah and i bought gimbab.
lol. then went to watsons to get her moms pills?
not sure of what it is :B

then went and rushed to go to forever 21.
before that we saw this thingy in this kind of cake shop?
yeaa and i saw pavlova which is iliyanas middle name!
so im gonna dedicate this photo to her :P


yumm♥

iliyanas yummy :)
i remember steph saying astorted instead of assorted.
haha.
and then i made up stuff so that we were allowed to take photos x]

went to forever 21 after that.
couldnt find my suunnniiiiies!
NOOO :(
oh well.
i still got a lot of shops to find my perfect sunnies :B
steph ended up buying this bag with full of peace signs.
so cool! :D

then after that we went back to klcc since steph had to go with the train.
this guy was stalking steph :S
damn creepy.
we were like shouting "DAMN I NEED TO PEE"
haha.
we went down the escalators like stairs.
and since steph was wearing these heels, it was so loud
and looked like it was a big person.
but it was steph! lol.
idk how to explain it.

then we saw this taxi driver.
then steph or me?
asked him if he can take us to klcc.
and then he was like 5 ringgit
then i was like thinking in my head what a waste that would be.
steph asked him why not use the metre?
he was like oh if i do, itll be 2 ringgit only.
then i got impatient so i was like..
cheh, better if i walk!
faster and free!
im a marathon runner you know!
and i walked off.
and theeen steph was like, really?
hahaha. then i was like no..shhh! back me up woman!
haha.

then we walked to the convection centre.
aah, aircond.
so it was all good.
then i needed to pee.
im going really detailed arent i?

lol.
the park was funny coz there was this guy taking a video of steph and he was like saying hi and crap.
hahahahahahah.
couldnt stop laughin :P
after that we checked out topshop and zara.
then we got tired and sat down.
hahahah.

after a while, we went to the train station.
steph got her ticket and i went home..

it was so lonely.

coz i was supposed to go home
but i forgot my keys.
i wanted to go to my neighbours house
but they werent at home.
so i waited by the poolside.
listening to my ipod.

before that i waited in front of the house.
looked like i got kicked out so i just went to the pool.

wondering why i was waiting?
coz i had my sisters friends open house to go to.
and she invited me! :D
so yea.
over there i ate satay.
and i love her bathroom
coz its awesomely funny :P
:D

haha i got duit raya there!
the pictures are in facebook.
and im goddamn tired.

from tennis in the morning too!
tiiired.
and yea i forgot my skills too.
i want batman shirt!

10.10.08

62, a reminder.

click here!
or here!
or maybe just here!
what about here too?!
are you confused?
just click here! :D

9.10.08

61.

i hate the fact that people dont ever never get my pain.

and yea, this pain is new.
its my neck now.

for absolutely no reason.
maybe there is.
i just dont know what reason it is.
i kept on saying things like
my neck hurts like an idiot.
it doesnt make sense but whatever.
hurts like.. ergh.
cant even turn my head.

i cried like so many times today coz of that.
like.. continuous when someone hits me or just does something that has something to do with my neck.
i cant even hug people.
i cry when they do that.
ergh im even crying now.

oh yeah,
i cried right?
and people make me laugh.
so thats all good.
its a good cover to cover all my tears that i wanna shed.

thats why i cried when i was inside the lift.
then my mom went all lets go to gleneagles.

i was there for like 3 hours.
stupid xray.
THANK GOD I DIDNT GET AN INJECTION!
HA! another day of getting away with it.

well whatever
i thank my friends who were there today.
love you guys!
i swear karma will pay you back!
=]
both bad and good.

not coming to school tomorrow.

8.10.08

60th.

YAY world its the 60th post!



and this is the token of my appreciation.
ISNT IT YUMMY?


I love unholy confessions.
by a7x.
OH YEAH im so into rock these days.
Yay for gossip girl season 2!
wonka nerds are sexy.

7.10.08

59th.

my sister is mad at me.
i am mad at my sister.

yes, this is the only place so far where i can release my anger.
oh well.

im going to draw a line between love and hate.
literally.
------------------------
so penang was great.
it was okay, actually but yea, exaggeration doesnt do any harm ;)
i met my literature teacher there and my PE teacher on the highway.
LOL.

for my raya, it was great.
yumi followed me!
it isnt supposed to be a mean thing.
but yea, she was with me.
thats what i meant..
haha.
we went all over ampang.
i missed the duit raya giveaway but whatever.
i was really tired though.
not sure how.

haha.

anyways, malaysias weird.
i know im pointing out the obvious but okay, i just want to emphasize.
like when i went back to KL, the traffic jam was only because there was this crash i think?
and like those weird trucks whatsoever.
weeeeird.
and then this guy got beaten up by the cops half naked and that was the cause of a traffic jam.
HELLO?
people, make more sense!
at least have like a traffic jam because theres waaaay too many cars on the road?

ergh, i miss indonesia.
i really hope im going back this december.
i cant wait for december!

ergh i want to go to forever 21.
make me sound old but yea, i want those sunnies.
pink.sunnies.
and ive got enough money for it!
YAY for saving.
hahaha.

watching jimmy kimmel live.
love that guy =]

right now, im downloading 5 episodes of gossip girl.
and god knows when its gonna finish.

and i get no 1901!
i want those goddamn hot dogs.
i feel my hunger getting back on me.
i hate this.

i changed my number!
(yes, i change my topics like a flash)
and its maxis.
so its aaaaall peer pressure.
haha.

whattt else?
mr singh, has been a total bitch these days.
and the guy who took my cab is a bastard.
and yes, today was not my greatest day for moods.
ergh,life is soo hard.


i need to post some pictuuures!



thats all :P
i say later, you say bye.

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