"Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage." - Anaïs Nin


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18.7.08

42nd.

IVE GOT A LOT OF THINGS.
monday was a lot more chaotic that i thought.
haha ms charlotte was calling me for orchestra and steph wants me to dance with her.
for prize giving day!
so yeah.
i wasnt in class most of the time.
we were sorting out the exam papers.
its pretty much shocking - my marks.
lol.

anyways it was really.. alright.
the steps were really hard to get at first.
but i got the hang of it at the end of the day.

the next day i was like 1/4 in orchestra and 3/4 in the dance.
mwahahaha!
haha i feel evil.
not much happened
mom got me stuff and she bought it coz she thought it was cute.
lol.
SHES SOME WEIRD MOM.
joscelle was a bit idk, disagreeable about the bounce part.
theeenn wednesday was really hectic
coz we didnt really put together EVERYTHING.
and mrs lau called me out indirectly for the award thingy. :D
then yeaaa thursday was the daay!
haha prize giving day.
it was orchestra first.
then i was altering my shirt and pants.
haha the formal was changed to really crappy thingys.
bahaha.
then i changed my pants with kalilas.
lol it was so weird.
anyways, everything LOOKED SO GOOD
until the bounce part was cut off.
stephanie was really really disappointed.
she was looking forward to that!
SO BADLY.
and she thought she also screwed up her "let it be"
which i didnt think so.
coz i thought it was alright!
i felt so horrible for her.

anyways after all that.
i changed REAAALLY really quickly to my uniform.
haha so hard! i mean i CHANGED UNDER A TABLE.
haha.

sat with the others.
i felt like.. idk!
like what christianna said.
she becomes a geek, and turns to be a really cool chick and turns back into a geek.
AND
she called me sick coz i can "do anything"
hahaa.

yeaaa, i surprised my mom these days.
bahaa.

went and talked to many many people after all that chaos.
then bla bla.
mom lectured me that i should do as good as what i did for this term.
haha im surprised by my own marks too.

after all that, i photoshopped stuff.
learned SOO many things.
i plan to have a dA soon.
coz the result that came from facebook is baaad!
haha hope its better in dA.
my sister was food poisoned after her trip
and so yeah.
she went to the hospital.
anyways, shes HARDLY EVER SICK.
im like the most.
anyways i was *dugem*ing the whole night.
mwaaaahah!
i bet you all dont know what the hell that is.
thats like.. dancing and stuff.
haha yeap, i was.
sooo awesome.
haha.

and i just came back from pavilion.
watched the dark knight with jasmine only.
it was AWESOMEEEEEEE.
we rule the world, btw.
idk how but we do :D
haha.
we met nisa too :D
its been so long since i met her!
and yea that would be the last time since shes going back to indonesia.
for good.
oh well, people leave.
then we walked back home.
OH YEAH!
we WALKED to pavilion.
its an awesome feeling really.
your legs burrrn xD
hahaa.
anyways im saving the world btw!
i rule.
haha.

anyways, ive learned some guitar tabs.
sos is one of my OKAYest.
reptilia - getting better at it.

anyways, talking to HX right now.
haha called her up and we were talking about we are the survivors of the world.
we were 10000000000 years old xD
haha AND WE LOOK AS YOUNG AS CAMMYS GREAT GREAT GREAT GREAT GRAND CHILDREN'S CHILDREN
haha.
we loook hottttt!
baaahaha.

new layout.
as soon as i finish this.
baha.
im not gonna blog for a month so get ready for some shit loads of shizz after i come back!
MWAHAHAHA!
that reminds me of iliyana and her plans of ruining her plans
with britney and miley and darth vader
spongebob and patrick too
xD
haha I HAVE BETTER PEOPLE.

woot.
i cant wait for tmrw.
its gonna be soo fun :D
haha i swear im gonna get looooads of new things.
MWAHAHAHAH :D
ILY AAALL READERS.
AND YES IM SOO GONNA MISS YOU =]

17.7.08

41?

that darn.
ill repost later.
im just posting to tell people that theres a new layout.
tmrw =)

13.7.08

40th.

i love today.
i learned a hell lot today.
i learned more about myself and my utter need for my family.
i learned guitar tabs AND IM ACTUALLY NOT SO BAD AT IT.
i learned how to do service in tennis AND IM NOT THAT BAD EITHER.
i also learned that we HAVE enough time.

thats what i did the whole day.
i also found A LOT OF MYSPACE ARTISTS.
and theyre good.
thanks to fatin.
WHO SO RULE.
and btw, fatin, if youre reading this, IT WOULDNT BE A TORTURE COZ YOU MAKE MY LIFE EVEN BETTER.
MWAHAH.
haha.
wth.

well anyways, friday.
went to klcc for my sisters bank account.
i was so hungry.
i wanted to eat teppanyaki but the sexxy smexxy hypnotizing italian food made me change my mind.
AND IT WAS WORTH IT.
then me and my sister bought juice and stuff.
while waiting for my mom, we went to mango, zara and gap.
haha we were so bored.
then, we went to this chocolate boutique thingy.
it was said to be the BIGGEST and its utterly small.
how.. disappointing.
haha.

this weekend hadnt been my best.
but it was supposed to be.
i was supposed to meet him but coz of my tennis i couldnt.
naw, thats sad.
i owe him 22 bucks, thats all im saying.
and an apology.
even though he disappointed me MUCH more.
hah, whatever.
were not meant to be :P

after tennis i went to jasmines house.
i was so hungry!
and i ate noodles :D
haha and wee took picturees.
we were SOO random.
but i loved how it turned out.
haha.
my tennis finished at 6 and my mom picked me up at 8.
PERRRFECT.
haha.

anyways, i TRIED to learn a LOT of guitar tabs today.
examples are..
reptillia, hearts burst into fire, s.o.s, sunshine of your love, true, ocean avenue, sorry, iron man, into the night, miss murder, paranoid, our song, teardrops of my guitar, pieces, realize, seven nation army, smoke on the water, stop and stare, violet hill, when did your heart go missing.
yeaaaa.. those are not examples, those are really the stuff i tried.

i saw a lot of Guitar Hero 3 and Rock Band stuff.
I WANT IT SO BADLLY!

i guess thats all.
my index finger is hurting so bad.
and i need to.. idk, drink to survive.
do i sound horrible?

10.7.08

39th post. (if im not mistaken :P)

tuesday.
what happened?
well, we went back to the rehearsal thingy again.
it was really.. okay.
i forgot what happened though.
lol.

anyways.
people wore their make up and costumes on tuesday.
thats all i remembered.
and we had pizza and all.
after going back.
ah, yes, dominos rule.
haha.

wednesday was a lot better though.
so we had our practice like school time.
i bought the tickets for yumi ++ and my mom and edward.
well then after our practice went to the year 8 block
and gave eds ticket to someone whos going.
soo yeah!
then i escaped fom home.
haha my mom went to this thing with her friends and she was only coming back at 1.
and we finished at 10.30
sooo me and my sister went to klcc and watched hancock!
which wasnt bad =)
well im not really the superhero fan thingamabob.
but charlize theron did great there.
i knew something like that happened.
im not saying anything coz its gonna be a spoiler for people.
and i CANNOT WAIT to watch hellboy!
haha im planning to watch it with someone.
unless i go to langkawi.
OHMGSH HE CAME ONLINE WTF WTF OHMGSHFTW
haha.
well yea, might watch it with him.

but i wanna go to langkawi!
but then my chances of getting a camera is gone.
well wth.
i can survive.
so yes, im going to beg my mom tonight.
eventhough i dont have the paper :S

haha well wth.
im going with the year 9s though.
HELL, im easy withpeople.
haha.
but hes bringing someones special!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
why?!

grr.
i wanna go to langkawi dammit.
ah, he invited so many friends already.
forget it. :(
i feel horrible.
PLUS my sisters coming back from indonesia.
SO I REAAALLY hope she brought back a hell lotta things.
and she told my sister her luggage almost got overweight :]
weeehee.

anyways, the play was awesome.
everyone loved it.
i think?
haha.
yes, after the whole thing i hugged everyone to congratulate.
almost. everyone.
the best hug?
must be iliyanas :D
haha she carried me!
i felt so minute.
if thats how you spell it.

and then after all that, we went to ezzats favourite thingamabob thingy.
haha old town white coffee.
i ate nasi lemak.
which was spicy.
and i didnt finish it.
i dont like it.
LOL.

anyways, today im just absent because im tired.
im so tired, i havent eaten nor showered.
damn, i just realized that.
haha.

well, might go to school tmrw.
because theres nothing to do at home and to tell mr damien that im not coming.
i pity ryan for being so lonely :P
andd he told me some marks!
i got 70 something ish for my geography.
AND 82 FOR LITERATURE.
HAHAHA I PWNED MY FINAL EXAMS!

7.7.08

38.

lol, its funny.
i opened this thing for a couple of hours ago
and only NOW i started writing.
anyways, where were we?
aah.
idk.

hahah.
oh right.
start from thursday.
we had a practice at 9.
aaaah.
it was actually fun!
coz we got to see the actors and everything.
haha and i just realized that *ahem* is absolutely.. breathtaking.
haha seriously =)

we practiced till one.
and it rained.
so i was watching the dancers and everyone strutting their stuffs.
I WAANNNAA JOOOIN dammit.
i regret going for orchestra.
haha.
well, after the practice we went to jusco.
and got the stuff we needed to have.
its so.. tiring!
haha it was just white shirt and black pants/skirt
but it took some looong time.
ahah.
we had fun in nandos.
we were lip syncing to bleeding love.
god, it ATTRACTED PEOPLE.
woohoo!

we ruuule.
oh yeah.
haah mommie ran away to pay for the shirt for my sister.
and when the food came
we had to wait for her
coz we were scared that shed run away and go home
and we only had 2 bucks
so we cant pay for it.
:(

lol then we went home and chatted and stuff..
the next day.. i had a practice which started from 7.30
like school time.
@___@
when i came back, mommie totally forgot about sissies drum class :P
anyways, we bought this cheese balls thing.
hahahaha :D
then after that went to lailas house.
for bbq.
well no offence to you, laila.
i expected it to be more.
thats why.
and latif ruined it all.
god.
but i had fun times.
sorta.

and then the next day..
we went to the curve!
=)
its pretty..
i wanted to go bubba gump.
oh well, its not what my parents want me to eat.
so i cant really.. force them.
we bought some books for the book shelf in borders :P
and we bought chocolates from ikea :D :D
i LOVE ikea.
andddd my sister bought her guitar!
at last.
im learning it as well.
so yeah :D

the next day..
we went to tante dience because she had this lunch thing.
it was really.. boring.
but when my moms friends started talking to me..
it was getting okay =)
after that i had tennis from 5 to 6.
it was supposed to be until 7 but some guy came in at 6.
we checked with our booking thing for the tennis court
it was from 8 till 10 in the morning
HHAHAHAHAHA!
we were so dumb.
hahaha and we even wrote HA!
in that thing.
hahaha.

well then, i went to shower and went to my moms friends house.
AND ITS SO PRETTTYYY.
i love houses at damai.
its extremely pretty.
why didnt we get that house!
grr.
ah, then we went to eat.
then thats about it for that day.

and today!
we went to that civic centre thing.
it was extremely boring coz we found out that being in the orchestra is just shitty.
they shouldve arranged this all before we got there.
its so annoying.
ah, shouldve been in there too.

well, my neck is aching since i turned back the whole time.
oh yeah, the bus rides were really.. funny.
i was talking to iliyana and christiana.
theyre funny people =)

god, i wanna eat now.
i just cant wait to get over this.
thought itd be fun.

3.7.08

37th.

ah yes.
its been tiring and i really need to sleep.
even though its like what? 9 17.
today was an okay day.
i had a fun time at school.
orchestra was alright =)
dunno, it was fun in anyway.
went to get the stuff for that play.
its so tiring.
anyway, when i got the stuff, ive to say.
I LOOK LIKE A WAITRESS.
@___@.
shouldve gotten a skirt but noooo.
that damn thing doesnt HAVE anything called LONG BLACK SKIRT.


ah, whatever.
anyways, NANDOS WAS FUN.
we took like 1/4 of each table and my sister had an invisible table.
lol and stuff like that.
we were mouthing the words to bleeding love.
i said -if we do this, were gonna attract A LOT OF PEOPLE.
which we did.
AWEEEESOMEEEE.
hahaha and thennn yesterday.
we went pavilion in the end.
we watched kung fu panda.
AND YES I LOVE IT TO DEATH.
pandas kick ass for sure :)
and thats why i drew that for art.
and its adorable.
pandas, not my art.
hahaha.
well art was fun coz me and anjellyne ended up sitting together.
haha islamic studies was alright..
wasnt so hard.
lunch was fun!
hilarious.
we were talking about lasagna and its... pronounciation.
yes.

and yumi ended up saying like
HEY YOU KNOW, WE CAN BUY 3 BRAS FOR 100ISH IN LASAGNA
hahaha dumbass!
it was hilarious, really.
pavilion was alright.
was about to buy sunglasses.
i just didnt have enouuugh money =]
hahahaha.
damn.

well whatever.
we went back home.
WAIT, correction.
we WALKED back home.
yes, and its awesome.
you should all walk from pavilion to klcc.
its really REALLY near.

well i guess thats all.
i just called this woman who keeps calling my mom.
and she was searching for a guy
and i kept saying like.
I DONT HAVE A BROTHER NOR AM I A GUY.
blablabla.
weird, coz it was malay and it was really awkward.
so the proper one is like
saya tidak punya abang, saya juga bukan abang!

haha weird.
all for you now!=)

1.7.08

36th baby!

yeeeeeessssss.
im almost done!
its like 2 more.
i got art and islamic studies.
it doesnt really go to the average.
i just need to go and do my prep work.
its my panda!
shittt cool.
hahaha

watching spiderman currently.
its so typical superhero movie.
god, reminds me of hero heroine.
heroin.
AH WHATEVER.
even one of the grammar thingys reminded me of that.
*sigh*
reminiscence.
yes, i do love them.
oh well i AM getting over him and its been good.
unlesss..... i meet him.
that sucks!

OKAY STOP TALKING ABOUT HIM.
-

ah.
im good.
so all the exams were easier than i expected.
except science!
coz i know i screwed up.
i feel horrible!
hahaha.
ah, so now the confusion is about tmrw.
ayeshas dying to watch a movie.
I AM TOO.
but idk where to.
pavilion is just.. nah.
klcc.. BORING.
but its like my picnic thing.
times square SUCKS.
mid valleys too far.
SUNWAY IS STUPID.
so yeah.
ill think about that tmrw.
i guess ill just watch in klcc..
*sigh*
watch get smart or made of honour or something.
coz thats a perfect movie to watch with her!
coz if i watch that with the guys theyll complain.
psh.
PROM NIGHT i guess.
hahahahaha i wanna watch like..
kungfu panda. get smart. prom night. made of honour. the happening. WANTED.

*sigh*
i got a lot of things to do in this holiday.
watch those stuff.
BUY A LOT MORE STUFF.
anddddd get a haircut.
i swear i dont want a bad one.
OH YEAAAA ONE THING
I MIGHT GO TO THE PANIC AT THE DISCO CONCERT BABY!
WOOOOOOHOO
OH YEAH IM GOING TO KICK SOME BUTT AND WATCH IT.
haha im overrated.
i really hope i could go.
its like 500 bucks.
but dont worry people in malaysia.
ITS NOT IN HERE.
HAHAHAHAHA :D
i feel overrated.
i needa do my prep work in about half an hour.

oh yes, the phone drama.
i dont feel like having one anymore.
so my birthday wishlist will be posted sooon someday!
better follow that.
lol.
i feel...
so.
SELF IMPORTANT.