58th.

if im not mistaken, it is the 58th post.

anyways i got my new number!
its prettyy.
i think. hahaha
theres just many fours.
hahah.
so i put it in my msn PM and shur was all excited since it was maxis.
and then she called me and i picked it up.
omg she sounded sooo adorable!
hahaa =]
and she actually said selamat hari raya.
haha funny :B

oh yeah, i forgot to write on the last post that we saw this guy on the motorcycle who got hit by a car.
ooh yeaa it mustve hurt real hard.
like his hand.
AND HIS BALLS.
lol sorry.
but yea, his balls hit the seat thing..
so yeah.

okay theres a good thing and a bad thing.
i go with the bad thing first.
well, i got some truck loads of hw.
(from least to most) accounting, english, french and maths.
and this poster for science and cheerleading.
aah.

LOL SHUR IS NOW EMPOWERING OVER HER RAP SONG.
haha.
yo yo, uhhuh, uhhuhh, im not gonna shutshutshutshutshut up, nay nay, not shuttin' up, yo.
lol.
it was all coz she was blaming me for the call.
first she told me this,
i will not shut up. lalala. i blame you. lalala.
then i told her to make a rap song.

:D
lol i am tha bombbzzz.
haha x]

her hari raya presents for me!

lol well the other bad thing is,
mrs todorov isnt teaching us science anymoree :(
but the good thing is!
theres this cool teacher, mr mike whos gonna teach us.
so yeah.
hahah.

the other good things are!
my sister and my mom went to sunway international school thingy again.
and got the things.
like the fees, brochure and stuff.
yeaaa, its convincing enough that its a good school.
its so good, my sisters not gonna give me allowance -____-
ergh.
but yea!
its gooooood :B

the other thing is..
were going dubai with ifa!
WEEE MY WHOLE HOLIDAYS IN MID-EAST SPENT WITH HER.
haha maybe its coz im not gonna see her next year.
oh well.

OMG LAST PUASA!
CELEBRATIONNNN!

57

congrats to all of them!
they won 5-0 to mutiara!
WOOT.
so much for coming.
hahaha =]

it was fun, sort of.
i got to see the twins!
i love their camera.
hahah.

and it was funner when we got home.
indonesians inside car gone wild.
ohhh yeah!
haha i got the video.
but im not posting it!
if im not tempted :B

we were singing to so what.
HAHA.
hilarious.
thank god yumi didnt see it.
she would be so lost.
haha.

school.. was alright today =]
cant wait for hari raya!
which is the day after tomorrow.
and yumis following me!
YAY. haha

im soooooooooooooooo excited to go sunway in some way.
haha seriously, my mom went all "i dont neeed to give you allowance!"
which is somehow true coz its like my own home.
haha my sister and mom checked it out today.
which is pretty cool.
cant wait.
but i dont like the laptop.
but whatever im sure its better than my sisters.
ahah she always want the one which is more expensive.
hahaha =]

im supposed to do my maths.
screw it, haha.
i think.
ill do some of it.
or all.
im scared of her at times.
her voice, very scary.
too loud.

OMGSH IM SUPPOSED TO DO THE CHEERLEADING FLYER WHATEVER.
ill do it tmrw.
alright.
i wanna go i pity my back.

56th.

my pinkie is fractured!
AND i cant believe im still typing.
i am wonderful!
wtf.

hahaha.

today was alright.
except for the fact that i was tortured nonstop by everyone!
starting from my sleep for last night.
god soo freaky.
i thought i was gonna die!

then other stuff.
god i got lots of hw.

my sisters back!
and so is her laptop.
AND THEN she joined me and my other sister and got evil and mocked me coz of my pinkie.
ergh!

hahaha.
i have the strangest idea.
get the kanye wests sunglasses and then wear it in penang!
for the 5 of us!
WOOOT.
=]


i might meet hui xian too!
YAY WORLD!

get well soon hasbi =]
enjoy your raya holidays guys!

55.

TWILIGHT CRAZE!
DAMMIT i cant wait for the movie.
i really cant.

anyways.. im alive!
yay.
idk how my futures gonna be like.
haha weird.

i was absent today.
so i read like quarter a chapter of twilight.
then iliyana who happens to be absent too gave me this link to some twilight pics.
and this funny funny FF.
sooo yeah.
i read like 2 ffs and its SOOOOOOO horribly funny.
hahah.

thats bout it.


we're going to penang!
yay world.

54th.

i hate white blood cells.
you know why? because i dont have enough of them.

can someone do me a favour?
stab my heart and cut me into pieces.
i deserve that.

i feel like theres no future for me.
and i really feel that way.

no chance of getting better.
i dont trust the medicines either way.
they dont look like theyre helping me.

and my science teacher tells me to get an antibiotic.
and i think my mom thinks its nothing.
anymore.
since i get sick too damn often.
oh well, my luck is just at its worst.
i hope i die.

so if i die, i just want to thank all the people in my life.
they made it sooo exciting for me.
especially the ones that.. never mind.

53

and we cry our lungs out. remembering the sins that we've done. oh God please forgive us. as we are only humans. mistakes is a part of our lives.

yes we cried our lungs out.
it was so touching, really.
its hard to explain here.
anyways it was the last day of my buka-puasa-together-with-my-indonesian-friends!
it was sooo fun!
i had good memoriies and some bad since i cried.
okay fine, i was the loudest and yes i was the last one to get over it.
which sucks.
my eyes were reddddd!

but before all that it was fun =]
i was like an exercising material for tari x]
she carried me!
eventhough i was wearing a skirt.
ohohooh =] oh well.

we took some pictures here and there..
it was cool =]

other days were alright.
sucked to have flu anyway.
its better though!

friday was fun too.
since we had games.
but i got this HSM3 cd case?
oh well ive to be grateful.
we need one anyway, were having too many cds at home!
i forgot what had happened in school.
i just dont like my french teacher.
i only like his name.
Moise Exelis.
damn, who ELSE has THAT name?
but seriously, his attitude does NOT match his name.

waiting to do something today!
i hope i do.
i dont want my butt to get all numb coz im sitting on some place for too long.

OH YAY DUBAI AND QATAR!
time to slash off something else from my wishlist ;)

52nd

have you ever wondered a blind man's dreams?
words of mrs. joyce =]

we had a house meeting today.
its so unfair that many of the year elevens -which i loved- went to tulip!
ergh!
i mean seriously, where are they when they need help?
its not asdfghjkl fair!
and all the new people went there.

it takes an effect on me coz im a part of the cheerleading!
and whats good about it if the old clovers dont want to join?
its not any good to have a new house.
even though mr jaegan is the teacher.
hes.. an awesome teacher!
very little experience but he looks like the next mr logan.
damn i miss him.

anyways, schools been fine other than that.
lunch sucked.
i blame my NOSE.
its so stubbornly stupidly idiotic.
ergh!
i cant stop blowing my nose.
next thing you know, id be bringing a tissue box.
wait. i think i will.

okay.
reading breaking dawn currently.
and god, i cant wait to finish it!
its like 129883138 pages to go! :B
yes i have some good self esteem.
pshh.

ive got some new kickass name.
in your face, idiots =]
retarded apple tart running in.
omgsh at last i remembered it!
haaaa. thanks to joshua for the name.

i made his name!
joy on stripping hoes under agony.
woot.
haaa =]
and its all thanks to the file that me and joshua was writing.
it looks awesome now.
THANK YOU STRIP HOE =]
and ji su. for the korean names.
haaa.
i need a new file now though..

oh well =]
hwahahaaa.

what else happened?
i think thats about it.

AYESHAS DAD IS THE BOMMBBBBBBBB!
hes so thoughtful.
hahahaha =]
ayesha's italized.

about you present, my dad was like
its gonna get quarantined?
YOU WANT TO SEND A BIRTHDAY PRESENT?!?!?!
lol bahahahaha
and i was like yeah?
and hes was like so rude!
and am like why?
BAHAHAH
and he said
SHES YOUR LONG TIME FRIEND!
aw haha =]
and i saaid i know but sadly i cant fly to her to give it
and guess what he said?
what?
he said that he can take me there :D

and after that is like my omgsh-es and where when how why what-s =]
seems like today is a good day after all.
underneath all that pain i faced today.
LOL.


OHH YEAAAAA!
MY MOM SAID WE MIGHT HAVE GERMAN BLOOD!
im eurasian after all ;)
take that hui xian!
haha
i miss you dear.

51st/

yes, this post is like representing malaysias age.
so so so young.
even my dads older =]

lol.
and the merdeka was so empty.
it completely freaked me outt.

i havent been updating much these days.
but heres what happened so far.

• i finished with eclipse!
• i hate my french teacher. [though his name is extremely, sexy :P]
• my file has been corrupted by me and joshua.
• hasbi had his kidney operated! and hes still in pain :( HANG ON THERE HASBI!
• akmal is an awesome rubiks cube finisher x]
• im reaaaally really yearning for some roti bom :B
• im a true stalker =]
• moms been teasing me about someone.
• audrey made me her sex buddy x]
• and later on steph made me her lesbian buddy?
• my dad decided to go THERE! :B

ok.. i guess thats all?
oh well. its been fun.
at times.
but yeaa =]
i like my days.
i feel like its evolving.

haha im so philosophical nowadays.
and i dont know why.

OH OH i remember that once my mom told me to get my new number with her coz itll be nicer than what ill get [psh] and then the next thing you know she ignores that fact!
grrrr.
haha and yeaa i havent been fasting these days coz i got some woman problems.
waaaaahahahaah im a *woman*
wooot.
letss partay!
wtf.

ive been soo hyper these days.
i dont even know the reason why.
tic tac is one of them.
oh yes.
oh well.

ive got my art homework to do!
shitt i gotta draw my face.
i amgonna.
succcck!

50th.

i love iliyana pavlova todorova.
you know why?


SHE GAVE ME THE TWILIGHT SAGAAA!!!!
I LOVE YOU TO DEATH ILIYANA!

=]

-time to cross one of the things in my list =]

49th.

why should i care?
you werent there when i was scared;
i was so alone.
- losing grip.

these few days i realized that im reaaaally lonely.
oh well.
my life.
sucks like every other ones.
haaa C:

anyways, i went to MATTA fair for the weekend.
its a fair for the travel thingy.
we're going somewhere in december!
me and my sisters cant decide though.
its like either dubai or japan.
ITS A HARD CHOICE OKAY.

for japan, theres snow [lol], universal studios, disneyland, mount fuji and all that.
and tokyo is such a.. sophisticated city!
its so awesome.
theeen dubai.
theres desert safari [which looks soooo awesome], the bbq dinner thingamabob, then the ski dubai, the water PARKS, sega theme park, the manmade island thing..
theres so many wonders in the world.
just so little time!

and i seriously cant choose.
but i think we're going to dubai.
and i dont mind!
it looks awesome =]
and plus, were going to qatar! [if we go to dubai]
yeaaaa!
i get to see ifa!
woot.
and go to aladdin world.
she said it was lame but i dont care.
i wanna be with her :B
i sound so gay.
hahaha.

any part of the world is wonderful =]
id be happy if i go to any.
as long as i just get to go somewhere new!
ergh, i hate that i didnt go last year.
since my dad and mom went to hajj.
and me and my sisters got stuck.
we didnt even get to see daylight for some time.
yes, it was okay since we got to go to dufan.
bahaha :D

anyways other than that i went to this buka puasa thingys.
which were at 5.
and i always come late :B
im the only one who talks there.
and the oldest one.
its annoying!
theres this 3 girls.
who gets in my nerves.
erggh.
theyre so... gah.
i cant find the right adjective for them.

sometimes its fun though.

and i have this horrible horrible HORRRRRRRRIBLE block nose.
i got it since last night.
and god, it was the worst.
i got to play with a cat though.
bahaha its soo fat.
and..pampery.
hahah if theres such word.

anyways, i hate school now.
i feel so neglected.


- edited.
MY DAD FINALLY BOUGHT A NEW CAMERA.
its canon and its semi-pro.
its gonna take me some time to learn it completely.
its a gay colour but yea, lol i like it =]

empat delapan.

and yes dears, we are now back to school.
anddddd i really dont know what to say about my class.
im somehow devastated by it.
and somehow alright.

okay, devastating reasons.
its really quiet.
its just sometimes that it gets noisy.
then, my god, that gay teacher, mr singh is my english teacher.
he gives primary work.
he brings year 8 books to year 9.
omgwtf!
then, theres like eleven stinking classes.
S,A,Y,F,O,L,I,A,N
and another, there might be a new sports house called tulip?

well im devastated because of the school.
theres this new block on the top of the dining hall.
god, imagine what would happen in the next few years!

seriously.
my only hope is sunway.
i reaaaaaaaaaaally wanna go there.
its such a great school =]

anyways, thats about it.
sayfol is just some weird ass school.

but i got a present from yumi!
hot air!
wahaaa i feel confident now x]

anywaaays i talked to ayesha!
on the phone, just now.
i miss her voice so dearly.
i miss her!

gosh, its so different without her.
and and yea before that i had this buka puasa thing that i'd be having every week.
friday and saturday.
its kinda cool. i guess?
im like the oldest in my group.
and the most talkative.
i dont even know why.
but yea, i like it that way :)
its fun i guess.
to meet new friends =]
my only friend there is jasmine.
and thats cool x]

yesss so what else?
i downloaded picasa and i reaaaaally hope i can do some stuff from there.

ooh!
OOOOOH!
my phone works.
k770i is alive!
but it has a different attitude.
i dont even know who he is.
its so sad.

four7

i got a stinkin smexy robot and you dont.
hwaaa =]
its fasting month and i really dont know what else i could do.
and so i played my ps1.
yes i cant believe that its still alive either.
and i played this puzzle bubble thingy with my dad.
it was soo fun.
we got carried away and played for FIVE hours!
oh yeah!
and of course, yours truly, won.
:D
what kind of person wouldnt win!
it was soo fun, yes i said that before i know.
and it was like.. 61 to 41 or something.
hwahahah it was soo hilarious that my dad would talk to himself.
"oh im so sorry ratri, im beating you."
"no! dont give so many bubbles! ratri will lose!"

my dad is just too cool :B
and yea.
thats about it for yesterday.
today i went to the pasar.
all the sombong kucings.
hwahaa were like calling them and they wouldnt hear it.
soo weird!
went to ampang point.
i had fun, really.
went to giordano and found that my gray wanted jeans are gone :(
and i saw marissa and yumi there!
soo hilarious.
idk how.

its like 45 minutes to buka!
yay =]

4six

It's September!
so the Ramadhan has finally arrived =)
its so good that its here again.
i feel the hunger but yea, i am supposed to know how it feels like to starve.
i so have to write about this in my other blog.
yesss =)

anyways, i went ampang point with my sister.
she went 'jamming' so i wanted to see.
it wasnt exactly jamming since they didnt play any song properly.
hwahaa.
jaz, hasbi, ezzat, his brother - aziim, my sister, and her friend, shakeirah was there.
and yeaa it was so tiring.
since we went up the stairs and found out that it was closed then we went to the other side of the road and went up the stairs again.
*sigh*
and we even waited for like 30 minutes.
thank god we ate ice cream.
lol, baskin robbins =)
it was cotton candy but it tasted like paddle pop from wall's.
hwaaa.
after all that chaos, ezzat belanja-d us at octopus sushi.
thank youuu again =) [if youre reading]
and so then we went home.
we ate satay!

the next day was merdeka.
god, idk why its called merdeka.
kl was stinking empty!
so scary.
then we went to eat at ayam bakar wong solo.
it was funny. somehow?
haha.

and today im fasting.
and so as some other muslims out there =)
well i wish you all "selamat berpuasa".
and i hope this Ramadhan is.. mm good?
haha yea. =]