"Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage." - Anaïs Nin


My Photojournal

28.2.09

97.

ive got a lot in my mind.
this teacher is one of them.

he should be humiliated of his knowledge.
look, we're all not perfect okay?
so stop making people perfect.
if we don't like you, we don't like you.
you're such a two-faced.
why did you even do that?
and your new thing called lunch detention.
oh yea, we're so scared of that.

what kind of teacher are you anyway?
wait, no, correction. what kind of english teacher are you?
you're not even close to making us better in english.
you can't even spell words.
your english is just like my little 4 year old cousin.
spell and say it better.
get real, this is sayfol not frekking india.

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anyways, the whole class hates him so don't go telling me that it's really bitchy of me.
firstly, hey, who cares? it's my damn blog.
secondly, he deserves it. and it's true.
but anywho we've got plans to squash his job.
grr.

this week i've watched a lot of stufff.
texas chainsaw massacre, 28 weeks later and juno.
okay maybe not much.
they're all okay. 28 days later was kinda.. cool.
haha it's just like quarantine and cloverfield.
but it was okay. wanna watch 28 days later and 28 months later too~

oh yeah..
yesterday i just realized that the fountain is in such a bad condition.
it's disgusting.
there's even a snail.
sick.

and i can't even get a fish?
did i tell you that there was a fish which went out of its water and landed on my foot?
god, that was scary.
for the fish and me.

well it's so dirty, even the roses got dirty.
yea, my sister (or my mom) picked out the petals and put it there.
it looks like it got decayed.
oh my god.
i can't stand it really.

i've been searching for something to stick on the mirror.
i just don't know what to put.
got any ideas?

i'm so bored.
and i'm sure i'll be bored again much later.
coz apparently, i've to go to pelabuhan klang or port klang.
i don't even know where it is.
all i know is that it looks really far.
so hopefully i'd find a person to bug =]

oh, yea.
i don't think i'm going for jason mraz.
it's not fair :(
i wanted to see him.
garrrrrh.
he's a sexy fedora man.
i like him. haha.

one last thing.
i found this.
and i do this all the time.
trust me, it reaaaaally helps.

"If someone is doing a boring task, like listening to a dull telephone conversation, they may start to daydream," study researcher Professor Jackie Andrade, of the School of Psychology at the University of Plymouth, said in a news release issued by the journal's publisher. "Daydreaming distracts them from the task, resulting in poorer performance. A simple task, like doodling, may be sufficient to stop daydreaming without affecting performance on the main task."

it helped me for history before.
people should really try it =]

click here for the full article.

loves.

27.2.09

96.

4 more to go to 100 posts!

well well well, im done with my assessments.
i feel glad, just glad.

anyways, its been a really rocky ride for everyone in february.
grr, at least theres something to talk about.
but its shit.

whats up with le fevrier?

i wanna go somewhere so badly.
i havent been out for a while.
feels kinda boring.
but i hope i get that refund.
and so i could go out with yumi, iliyana and steph.

grr, stupid thingys.
stupid singh.
he has successfully ruined 2 days of mine.
someone needs to slap him.
really, hard.

23.2.09

95th.

oh lord.
ive been in an emotional ride last week.

i got annoyed purrrty fast.
and its frustrating coz it tends to make my day worse.
like friday.
which i do not want to remember.

grr.
saturday was a bum on the road.
it was boring.
but i had bbq =]

sunday, on the other hand was.. unexpected!
it was a good day.
tennis was good.
better than before.
i even tripped x]
but thats another story.

and we went to yong tau foo after that.
it was nice, to be back in ampang.
and i havent had it since forever.
syea.

anyways, after that.
i was looking forward to actually shower,
but we went to buy a bed instead.
i felt random and dumb.
we rolled on the beds x]
since we were sweating.
and i told my sister that my flower would help.
haha that moment i didnt feel dumb.
but now i do!

after that we went to pudu market / pasar pudu.
a fish went out of the water.
i pity them.
it made me feel so guilty buying one.
coz one woman was like throwing the fish.
like shes not going to care if it goes out of the water.
heartless.
when that fish fell to my feet i was scared.
thank god my mom put it back.

and ohmygod they also sold leeches.
sick, disgusting leeches.
i mean its good for your dirty blood.
but bleh. its just sick.

we ended up empty handed while going home.
i was so tired.
and OH! i met carmen there.
i now know wheres her shop!
=]


i screwed up maths big time.
stupid. me.

16.2.09

94.

okay, im gonna have a random post about facebook.
found this off from yahoo.

click here to read it completely.

before that, i just wanna tell you that the whole secondary - i think - had to clean up their own classes.
its gay.
i was tired.
and annoyed.
my butt hurts and i hope you enjoy this!
its not true for me but, im sure one of you out there is :D

10 warning signs that you may be addicted to Facebook

1. Facebook is your home page.

2. You update your status more than twice a day.

3. You have over 500 "friends" half of whom you've never actually met.

4. As soon as you step away from your computer you're on FB on your phone.

5. You are a FB stalker. You qualify as a FB stalker if you

a) click on someone's profile more than once a day even if they haven't messaged or tagged you in a photo.

b) have dragged and dropped more than 3 FB photos (not from your own profile)

c) actually go to a place mentioned on someone's page in hopes of seeing them in real life...creepy!

6. You change your profile picture more than a 12-year=old girl.

7. You have checked your FB page while reading this article.

8. You clean up your "wall" so it looks like you spend less time on FB.

9. You are a member of more than 10 groups and respond to every event invitation "attending" even if you have no intention of going.

10. You change your relationship status just to mess with people.

15.2.09

93.

let me feel you,
carry you higher.
- secret crowds.

happy belated friday the 13th and valentines day!
=]

i forgot to take a picture of my watch for friday the 13th.
oh well.
not like i believed it anyway.
but yea, the so-called lucky was mr moise was gone.
sadly, mr big jelly butt aka mr singh replaced him.
we were supposed to the work on paper - but no one told me/iliyana/isabella/kresno
so yea.
no work passed up.

i hope mine isnt read properly.
coz i wrote some serious crap there.
like - i want a ticket and a fish.
wtf, and at the end, i wrote je t'adore.
smart =]

i dont like french when i dont have the mood.

anyways, valentines day for me was.. like it wasnt valentines at all.
i washed the toilet up with my sister.
damn, that was actually fun.
tiring fun.

then i had to vacuum the carpets.
yes, carpets.
and then had to arrange and all that.
damn, it was tiring.

i slept off early.
i woke up an hour later and found out everyone went home already.
oh well.

oops. didnt tell you why i had to.
mom had this thing with her friends.
so yea.
the house was.. completely full.

today was tiring.
tennis was alright.
it took me a while to make it again.
psh- stupid laziness.
ive got nothing to blog!

really confused these days.
why does february feel so slow?

10.2.09

92.

i had fun!
can i not have fun?

lets see.
i dont want a valentines.
can people get that straight?
whats wrong not having one?

so the weekends has been real great fun for me.
especially in mid valley.
maybe thats because me and my sister were making fun of my other sister.
haha - have got to love family time.

went to frim the other day.
thighs were hurting like ass.
and we ate in nasi kandar pelita.
it wasnt so bad.

my sister had a craving for paddle pop.
so we ate that on the way back too =]

i had sushi king!
the horriblest thing was that i was so hungry.
i didnt realise i was actually eating..
my sisters.
so yeah, that was a total disaster.
kept me laughing all day though.

idk, ive been in such hunger lately.
i ate korean in mid valley.
god that korean store person is so adorable.
why cant koreans in school be like that?

i read a book called this lullaby and it wasnt so bad.
i kinda like it.
i wanna read some more.
inkheart looks gay.
but i wanna read it anyway.

ive been really fed up.
more like easily annoyed though.
i dont know why.
i just hope someone can tell me.

oh well.
8 more to 100 posts!
yay.frekkin.world.

7.2.09

91.

91!
take a look at that.

hmm.
i havent had much going on really.
i just have a lot of work to do.
there was a new chick in school called jojo.
shes nice =]

the computers not letting me go on the internet.
only the laptop.
grr.

oh! howd you like the new lay?
i tried hard to fix it all.
coz the music player -especially that was being a bitch.
ngeh.
anyways, my sisters coming back from indonesia later.
she didnt bring much.
ergh.

assessments are coming in at the last week of february.
i seriously dont want to face that week.
and valentines is exactly next week.

oh gee.
february is so short yet so.. full of things.
moms birthday is coming too.

i wanna take pictures.
grr.

2.2.09

90th

migosh, i posted only one post in january.
i feel horrible.
my back is aching like crap right now.
my ass will be numb anytime soon.

anyways, talking about ass..
me and hasbi were wondering if mr singhs ass has ever,ever been numb.
his ass is like 2 watermelons combined together.
its just.. wrong.

the 31st was good.
i followed my sister to nadiras party.
coz actually i had to meet hanif.
oh weeeell but i ended having a gala time karaoke-ing.
haha i didnt plan to sing.
but oh well, what to do?

we ate kfc - actually they did.
i ate a very very small piece.. im not sure why.
oh right. stomachache. -.-
out of nowhere i bought him a windmill.
random.
then went to buy baskin robbins.
i didnt know that the waffle thingy was only for 16 bucks?
heh, it wasn't so bad.
he ate the most.

we watched underworld 3.
and that was about it.
it was fun.
=]

yesterday was extremely frustrating.
dad didnt even go out.
because it was the tennis finals.
federer vs nadal.
i kinda pity federer that nadal won though..
oh well.

i lost my locker key.
crapcake.

watching youtube right now.
looking for songs.

i saw this at secret valentine's music video.



for me, its kinda cute. =]