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29.4.09

one ten.

truth be told, i miss you.
and truth be told, i'm lying.

but dont worry love, im not lying :)

holy ho, im even more tired today!
i couldnt even run properly in the heats.
god, i seriously worship people who ran and won today.
and which i am not.
tsk, im so disappointed at myself.

my sister ran 400m though. and she got second!
so happy for her :)

shit tired.
iliyana told me to write in here coz she wrote in her blog.
what a loser. XD
heh, she likes teh botol!
goodio =]

my parents are going away tomorrow.
i feel like going too in an odd way.
but i cant, since i have to take care of cheerleading. which is so going out of my hand right now.
tsk, it looks so fun isnt it?
stupid - looks are fucking deceiving.
one more month and im only though 1 minute. tsk.

agh, need to sleep now.
follow me in twitter people!
twitter.com/piglettoes

28.4.09

it's the 109th post!

God Oh My.
talk about being tired, coz right now, i'm so tired. (lol, im not even supposed to be here. i should be "resting") hee :)

ive been distracted for so long now.
im talking to this guy named Prashant who thought i was white. LOL i could NOT stop laughing. he thought i was chinese or indian. tsk. but now he knows where i am from so thats good :)

anywho, im tired.
not just any tired, VERY tired.
god. ever since thursday, last week.
i had cheerleading practice on saturday.
i was so disappointed by the people who didnt come; and how much effort i tried to come fast to hock choon. tsk.
i even had a blister coz i went with my sisters shoe without socks. it still hurts till now.
how ugly xD
i was so tired.

then we went to ikea on sunday.
talk about being tired-er.
going to ikea some more, god.
well good thing is, i got a chair and a table!
haha, didnt eat meatballs but i ate Sushi King though :)
and they had a celebration of Earth Day in ikano. it was so cool. there were hippies too!
my mom bought a chopping board and was going to ask for a plastic - ROFLMAO.

lots of other things happened, but im way too tired to type it all here.
good thing is my report card turned out to be so good. i was so happy :)
fifth in class. HAH, showoff XD

bad thing is that i havent gone to sunway yet. which is.. lets just say c'est horrible.
i think i need to go now.
im so scared for finals and entrance. sugarrrrrrr!!!

im tired.
i think i typed that before.
we had to run today for the sports day thing.
i got qualified :)
but yeah, thats only luck.

oh well, im scared shitless and i miss sniff.
i hope you know who you are.
loves♥

20.4.09

hundred and eight?

i just got twitter!
yay world.
add me up, coz im still a noob - its piglettoes.
how haram XD

anyways, i got my marks today!
i was shit scared coz believe me, i was thinking about how this is going to "depend on my future". lol, which is no shit, coz if i had horrible marks i wouldnt be able to go to sunway.
so woohoo, i hope i can go now!
all i have to do now is to take the test. for 3 hours. zoh my god.

i wanna go ice skating.
heck, i wanna do so many things and theres no time for me to do it.
why!?

holy gee, my knee is itching like crap.
the brownies are finishing soon :(
i cannot wait for tomorrow; time to scold!

oh yeah, parents are gonna go away in 10 days and for 5 daysish.
yay world =]

17.4.09

one oh seven.

weeeee.
talk about being random.
yes i am, especially with ifa.
miss her like crap now; aku merinduimu sayangku,cinta =]
omgwtf gay!
(iya, mirip banget sama cowok yg menjijikan yg di dunia ini.. XD)

anyways, yea, thinking of the moments we had.
aaaah.

LOL.
anyways, i wanted to go to genting yesterday, but i was too late.
ngeh; havent been there for like what? 5 years?
sad, i wanted to ride the spaceship whatever thingy that goes up like the bungee.
my sister owes me, for sure.
anywho, so then i read Does My Head Look Big In This? and slept.
and i guess i needed that.

went to tesco with my mom and there was this bitch who cut off the line.
my mom was just inches away from the counter and the bitch just went faster and got in front of my mom. wtf.
i wanted to swear at her, but my mom was there.
bitch -.-

anywho, i went out with iliyana and the year 11s today.
year 11s = keith, chong, jan michael, michael john, johan and raisa.
i felt lost for a moment coz iliyana wasnt there, but it was fun anyway =]
we watched Soul Men which was the last movie bernie mac was in.
its kinda sad watching such a great actor's last movie.. especially the credits part where he had that solo kinda thingy.
hes funny, he shouldnt die so fast. hahah.
anyways, johan, raisa and their friend left off early and then after the movie we were just around and went back to BK.

and out of nowhere, i had the urge to buy bubbles.
the ones that you blow.
idk, cravings for sure. my mom told me i was too childish for it.
but i guess it kinda helps me loosen up a bit =]

wokay, so two more days to school.
and.. its the last term.
shit douche bag.
feels so fast.

i. am. scared.

15.4.09

a hundred and six.

i am hungreh.
some one feed me :3

my foot hit the chair leg thingy. hurts now. ouch.
anyways, i got skittles spray candy thing from singapore!
yep, yep. i went to singapore for a few hours.
(a few hours meaning from 4 to 10.30 XD)

havent been there for like.. 6 years?
whoa. :P

anyways, yea. what slowed us was the immigration.
they didnt let us in and kept us there for like what? half an hour?
racism man.
my parents told me that they did that too for the last 2 visits there.
grr.

yea, so that kept us waiting.. for an unknown reason.
bleh.

and what was worse was that i didnt get to go bungee!
i wanted to go there so badly but my sister chickened out :(
and i didnt wanna go myself. :( i feel stupid.
i wanna go bungee.
really badleh.

sigh, anyways, i bought like 5 books. i didnt really care if it was cheaper or not - LOL. i just decided to buy it. coz i was so disappointed.
and yea, i bought that skittles spray thing in 7-eleven XD

and yea, i was shit tired.
we walked a lot.
in indonesian we say jalan-jalan when were gonna hang out.
but that time, it was literally jalan-jalan.
i needed a foot massage so badly at the hotel.

what was worse was that it took us about 9 hours to get back to kl.
damn, my dad was slowing us all down.
he drove fast - no shit to that, but the route he took was unknown.
and we didnt even eat!
horrible man.
but i still had fun =]

im actually extremely tired.
my ass is numb too!
dammmmn.
and yea, ayesha.
we went to pavilion and watched Friday the 13th! =]
damn, it was freaky. haha.
one thing was that the couple behind us had weird sitting positions XD
one time, the girls legs were on the guys stomach. and the next moment the guy was scared and he covered himself with her hands. it looked wrong XD

i had fun going here and there.
we spent most of our time talking in McDonalds.
oh! and yea, we met barsam again. which was weird. ahha he even sat the table next to us.
what a small world =]

anywho, we talked for hours there. until my mom picked me up and took us to the indonesian restaurant ayesha loves =]
i hope shes happy.

and after that we picked up insha from vista damai and went home.
there was a horrible traffic jam. that made me sleepy.
and then my sister went off with shakeirah to bandung.
:( i wanted to go :(

anyways, after that. insha thought that her friend lived in the same condo and stuff.
we checked and everything - she was so excited.
her friend was korean.
and it was the wrong condo.
she didnt ask her friend the condo name. how could she?
oh well. whatever, thats just how she rolls then.

i had to sleep in my sisters room coz there wasnt enough space in mine.
next day i had tennis.
it was only for an hour and a half since my sister wasnt there and so there was only me and jasmine.
it was fun =]

after that jasmine and i went to klcc - avenue k first.
wanted to buy subway ( we only had 20 bucks btw ) and yea, we didnt have enough money XD
thank god the guy was nice enough to cancel it =]
so we went to cold storage.
oh my god, it was so annoying coz this guy was looking at me when my sister called me. i was already staring at him coz i was annoyed. i bitched bout him in indonesian - hoping that no one but me and jasmine would understand.
then when jasmine finished paying, the guy looked at me again and so i was pissed and said 'APA?!' to him.
he heard it and turned away.
HA!
good for him.

oh well we said our goodbye at Best Denki (sad place, i know.)
and yea, that was it.
i felt like i misused my time coz i thought i had a lot to say.
gosh, i miss her now.

i wanna go to genting so bad.
really, really bad.

11.4.09

cent cinq.



and shes still with me =]
although shes still sleeping.
oh well!

we met up in KLCC since her dad couldnt find a way to my condo. haha. i waited for her so long. i felt so.. lonely.
anywho, i had fun. we had "lunch" at the food court. she had yoshinoya and i had my hot dog.
and yea! we didnt know what to talk about at first - lol.
we chilled at the park while waiting for my dad.
and yea, i saw joscelle, jojo, janice and barsam there.
which is cool :)

went back with the lrt. talk about being full. klccs line was so long, i couldnt imagine how long we wouldve stayed there.
so we walked to ampang park and took the lrt from there.
holy gee, i wont ever go home with the lrt that time again.

anyways, on thursday we went to sunway.
we picked up my sister coz she had to vote in the embassy.
and i had to ask SIS some stuff.
i couldnt think of anything else but to ask the conditions of the school thingy.
i need five credits.
science, maths and english are compulsory.
which is bad, coz i screwed up my science.
but only, if only i could take the term one's marks.

my condos previous owner is here right now.
and his son is so adorable.
talking about his cat.
he has a fracture in his arm.
all i can say is - awww.
hes cute :)

ill update more on ayesha and me later!
ha. XD

9.4.09

cent quatre.

holy mow.
this mosquito is so annoying. -.-

i just got back from going around.
in the morning i went to sunway to pick up my sister and then after that i picked my dad up at klcc. after that we went to the embassy since my parents and my eldest sister had to vote.
it looks so complicated O____O
thank god i dont have to vote just yet.
theres five more years to go.. since the permitted age is 17.
which is kinda funny coz my other sister is going to be 17 this year.

anywho, i had fun =]
i havent had a family lunch for a while.
trust me, its good.

apparently i make a good laugh to my sister; i dont even think im funny.
trust me im not -.-
im just super clumsy and idiotic. XD

oh anyways, im here to complain even more about yesterday.
yes, it was utterly tiring.
coz in the morning i went to the gym, then i had cheerleading.
but guess what?
only 5 of us came.
i swear, this is going really bad.
oh well, their karma would come.
what goes around, comes around baby.

then i slept for a while.
goddammit theyre such a pain in the ass.
is it that hard to just come?
i was waiting.
cheerleading is about teamwork.
how can we win if everyone doesnt come?
what the hell.

people tell me to get strict, but how am i supposed to do that?
god. i feel like screaming at those who didnt come.
except the ones that told me they werent gonna come.
but seriously, they should confirm if they were gonna come or not.
maybe, just maybe i could be fine with that.
ergh.

anywho, i found my song =]
all i need is just an empty cd.
is it so much to ask?

i cannot wait for tomorrow.
until tuesday!

6.4.09

hundred and three.

HOME ALONE!
weeeee!
Bold




Not.

this is frustrating. i hate holidays like this.
here i am right now, eating my.. brunch, listening to avenged sevenfold and enjoying the breeze of the wind of the rain.
i see klcc covered up with it already.
sooner or later, the rain's gonna fall in here.
im ultra super bored. somebody save me.
wokaaaay.

anyways, i asked ezzat to buy this superman shirt in FOS.
coz i saw it on saturday.
yes, i went all the way to wangsa maju coz my dad wanted to bring the computer there.
seemed good this morning.
except for the fact that it shutted down on me.
screw you.
anywho, i saw this superman shirt.
how i always wanted one! (and a batman shirt)

ZOH MA GODDINGS.
its raining water!
i cant see klcc anymore.
i cant see anything.

anyway the thingamabob.
i saw it at FOS and i was like screaming (not that loud :B) bout it then yea.
i wanted to buy it but my mom was like "buat apa sih?!" which means for what in english.
so yea :D
ezzats going to be a good friend and buy it for me on friday :D
RIGHT EZZAT?! :D

hint of dejavu there.
the gray jeans insident.
but now i have it. YAY-ERZZ.
i hope it doesnt happen again though.
i can still buy it at Super Heroes but yea. this is different!
its super cool.

weee listening to britney spears now.
screw you all who hates her.
leave her alone man -.-

my dad told me we might go off to singapore.
lets emphasize on the might.
MIGHT.
so yeah.
i wish i go there though.
i could meet jarah and i can buy lots of books :D
yea, books ftw okay?
god knows what i can go shopping there.. if its any cheaper.
OH yea!
i'm gonna go bungee :D
that reverse bungee. :D
call me insane, but i've always wanted to bungee.
*biggrin*

i feel uber lame.
i watched fast and furious 4 with hanif yesterday.
i agree, it is awesome.
had fun anyway =]

my moms back, and the rain just finished.
ultra boredom is so gonna take over.

i want to watch friday the 13th.
but like the stranger said, i'm a wimp.

3.4.09

a hundred and two.

viva la vida!
i just finished my exams!

maths was crap, but who cares?
i didnt finish. even my teacher was shocked.

and oh yeah, i might not go anywhere for the holidays.
ngeh, at first, we planned to go to redang.
but... my dad said no friends :(
so then i dont know where were going.

well anywho..
i cannot believe i'm done with term 2.
oh my god.
i feel so old now XD
its like 16 days and 4 more months to my fifteenth birthday.
i've never felt so.. old.

cheerleading never felt so good.
thank you for those who came =]

and yea, lol, i just realized.
effort is a funny word.
especially when you spell it a couple of times.
BAHA XD

oh you know what?
i was thinking about hybrid cars.
i saw a civic hybrid one morning and i was so happy.
yes, i'm that green :P
and i was like, he or she must be rich.
coz its like double priced of my car?
which does not make sense.

if people want to save the world, why does it have to be expensive?
thats already a discouragement.
it wouldn't help anyone.
they should make it cheaper so that everyone can afford it.
so then everyone can save the world :D

oh well. i've got too many things to wonder.
well whatever..
i'm free!
for now.