Holy Mackerel.
exams are starting in like 12 hours.
hot damn, it feels so soon.
i cant believe year nine is finishing in a week time (for me, at least)
and then its year ten.
time passes so fast, it feels like you're still three years old.
english and history are on the first day of exams.
history has a lot of shit for me to remember. why does the teacher have to be so strict in marking it?
i fasted yet again for these two days and i feel good.
sometimes i get hungry but i guess studying is a good pastime eh?
the incident on Monday just hurts and it annoys me now.
hope it doesnt happen again :)
and i realized ive gotten taller - so yay world! and no sarcasm :)
my sister went back on Monday. i bet shes having so much fun in Bandung with the awesome weather there.
but whatever, when she comes back she's gonna have to give the stuff i told her to buy.
mwahahaahahaha but im still gonna shop with yumi around late July :)
well, i should get off now.
i'll blog after a week, or less? dunno.
♥
28.6.09
one three one
it's a sunday! and aren't we all very lazy to do anything?
well, as always, i have my tennis early in the morning.
on my way there were people running on the right side of the road.
salute them, they ran around 35 km where i saw them.
and it looked like they had a long way to go..
i felt like cheering them but i didnt wanna embarrass my sister :)
harhar.
tennis was.. god knows.
one moment youre good and after that you lose it. dont you just hate that? i was already so happy that i could actually play properly. urgh.
service is another thing. why the hell does it have to be so hard?
yes, i do enjoy tennis but the whole thing is just so complicated. i hate my inability to maintain the skills. hahahah sounds weird, but whatever. not a native speaker xD
i just remembered i slept around 3.50AM on saturday.
not my fault that i slept from 8 to 10.30 before.. har har.
was checking up perez hilton and i found a BK commercial, which was disturbing.
click here to see it.
its funny though :)
and yeah, all of a sudden, i wanted to watch The Notebook. so anyone has the DVD? i'd love to borrow it from you :)
reminds me, Husna, Janice and Jojo offered to watch The Exorcist over their holidays. love to watch it, but obviously cant take the horror. hahaa, heard it was really haunting though. like aftershocks or something. lol, if i do watch it, id rather watching around 12.. in the afternoon :)
went to Mid Valley, yet again yesterday. i bought a few things though :)
we ate at MFM (yay) and when we were eating the lights turned off a few times.
some people didn't pay for their electricity bill. tsk.
and yeah, there was a freakin line in the surau just to wudhu. and some woman cut me off.
i hate that.
after that, me and my sisters went to speedy to check out what things my sister should buy when she goes back. we tried to search for Floridas album but it wasnt around.. just found Corbin Bleu instead. he looks weird though. he looks older that what he is. (not like i know his real age :B)
i thought we were going back after we met my mom in Jusco but nooo, we went to buy stuff and checked out shoes in Studio R.
it was closing so my sister didnt get to buy her shoes.
but we got to buy it today.
which i felt bad for.
this week i feel like im drenching my dads money.
I'm sorry Dad.
i just dont realize how lucky i am sometimes, i guess.
bleh, would you look at that? 2 more days till exams. its such a wonder how paper can make a person suffer so much. what power.
i should be studying computer soon. theres so many things to study and the teacher is very fussy about how accurate she wants it. i dont like teachers like that.
taking a 2 day study leave - yay!
well, as always, i have my tennis early in the morning.
on my way there were people running on the right side of the road.
salute them, they ran around 35 km where i saw them.
and it looked like they had a long way to go..
i felt like cheering them but i didnt wanna embarrass my sister :)
harhar.
tennis was.. god knows.
one moment youre good and after that you lose it. dont you just hate that? i was already so happy that i could actually play properly. urgh.
service is another thing. why the hell does it have to be so hard?
yes, i do enjoy tennis but the whole thing is just so complicated. i hate my inability to maintain the skills. hahahah sounds weird, but whatever. not a native speaker xD
i just remembered i slept around 3.50AM on saturday.
not my fault that i slept from 8 to 10.30 before.. har har.
was checking up perez hilton and i found a BK commercial, which was disturbing.
click here to see it.
its funny though :)
and yeah, all of a sudden, i wanted to watch The Notebook. so anyone has the DVD? i'd love to borrow it from you :)
reminds me, Husna, Janice and Jojo offered to watch The Exorcist over their holidays. love to watch it, but obviously cant take the horror. hahaa, heard it was really haunting though. like aftershocks or something. lol, if i do watch it, id rather watching around 12.. in the afternoon :)
went to Mid Valley, yet again yesterday. i bought a few things though :)
we ate at MFM (yay) and when we were eating the lights turned off a few times.
some people didn't pay for their electricity bill. tsk.
and yeah, there was a freakin line in the surau just to wudhu. and some woman cut me off.
i hate that.
after that, me and my sisters went to speedy to check out what things my sister should buy when she goes back. we tried to search for Floridas album but it wasnt around.. just found Corbin Bleu instead. he looks weird though. he looks older that what he is. (not like i know his real age :B)
i thought we were going back after we met my mom in Jusco but nooo, we went to buy stuff and checked out shoes in Studio R.
it was closing so my sister didnt get to buy her shoes.
but we got to buy it today.
which i felt bad for.
this week i feel like im drenching my dads money.
I'm sorry Dad.
i just dont realize how lucky i am sometimes, i guess.
bleh, would you look at that? 2 more days till exams. its such a wonder how paper can make a person suffer so much. what power.
i should be studying computer soon. theres so many things to study and the teacher is very fussy about how accurate she wants it. i dont like teachers like that.
taking a 2 day study leave - yay!
26.6.09
one thirty
ah, what a great way to start the day.
i got inside the car, and the announcers were talking about MJ passing away.
i was in complete shock. my mouth was wide opened for like 5 seconds.
thank God it's friday? I don't think so.
well, MJ - RIP. No matter what they say about your nose and your pedophile acts, I will always be one of your followers!
such grief, horrible loss.
first it was Heath Ledger and now its Michael Jackson.
why do great people die young?
(akmal asked me that. haha)
I went for measurements on thursday.
getting a long skirt. i wanted the skirt to be the ones in schools in Indonesia but its more like the baju kurung type. its still nice :) i like long skirts anyway.
believe it or not, there's only about 11 days left.
=]
transformers!
i cannot wait to watch it, since everyone who watched said it was superbly awesome.
so, i'm watching it with natalie after finals.
god thats so far away.
seriously, everyone is thinking about after the finals.
its like 4 more days to finals but no one gives a damn bout it. even when my class teacher told a classmate to write the countdown to finals, it doesnt make any difference at all.
i bet everyones just cramming everything up.
so yay world, we can all fail together :)
of course i didnt mean that. it wouldnt be funny when everyone just stays back at year 9.. haha.
activities was awesome coz i got to climb a tree and eat ice stick which was like 20 cents.
haha, the badminton place had some sucky ventilation so husna, janice, jojo and i went out one by one :)
the spanish teacher is so funny to laugh.. at. haha im so mean but seriously, the bus incident was stupid.
this girl was standing up for god knows what reason and the spanish teacher was so pissed off.
its funny, but i cant explain it. it was just.. stupid.
the four of us joined the people in the stands. and they were amal, sofia and this iranian chick whose name im not sure of. (sorry)
we stood in the football field to get the ball but the ball was always on the other side.
so we went to the shade.
after avoiding the gay coach we climbed up the tree.
ah, i wish i had my camera that moment!
my ass hurt the whole time but it was worth it.
climbing trees are always fun =]
oh yeah, there was a bag check that day.
mrs bala checked mine and she scolded me for putting my money on the pockets of my bag which didnt have a zipper.
she told me to take out the things out of my bag rather than the other way round.
screw her.
she even suspected my calculator.
can you say what the hell?
i felt so bad for my sister on wednesday.
it was such a misunderstanding.
heck, everyone just misunderstands each other.
i still think she hasnt forgiven me yet.
so - i'm sorry :(
i just remembered that i wrote boom boom pow on my geography.
har har i dont wanna come on monday xD
all i can say is that my answers made sense and he cannot say that it's wrong.
i mean, earthquakes do cause noise pollution.
the people screams and the buildings go 'BOOM!' like boom boom pow!
and i wrote something about pandas and sunbears being killed in earthquakes since things fall over them etc. har har. =]
kresno was being ultra random and tried to rap along in music.
hah - such a dumbass. but, what the heck, everyone loves him that way :)
had fun in literature since mansvi, rachel, munesu and i were reading out Of Mice And Men. i sounded like a hillbilly but munesu was so much better. mansvi and rachel were so high pitched, dogs could seriously hear them way far off.
it still haunts me.
haha, i'm gonna miss this so bad.
i got inside the car, and the announcers were talking about MJ passing away.
i was in complete shock. my mouth was wide opened for like 5 seconds.
thank God it's friday? I don't think so.
well, MJ - RIP. No matter what they say about your nose and your pedophile acts, I will always be one of your followers!
such grief, horrible loss.
first it was Heath Ledger and now its Michael Jackson.
why do great people die young?
(akmal asked me that. haha)
I went for measurements on thursday.
getting a long skirt. i wanted the skirt to be the ones in schools in Indonesia but its more like the baju kurung type. its still nice :) i like long skirts anyway.
believe it or not, there's only about 11 days left.
=]
transformers!
i cannot wait to watch it, since everyone who watched said it was superbly awesome.
so, i'm watching it with natalie after finals.
god thats so far away.
seriously, everyone is thinking about after the finals.
its like 4 more days to finals but no one gives a damn bout it. even when my class teacher told a classmate to write the countdown to finals, it doesnt make any difference at all.
i bet everyones just cramming everything up.
so yay world, we can all fail together :)
of course i didnt mean that. it wouldnt be funny when everyone just stays back at year 9.. haha.
activities was awesome coz i got to climb a tree and eat ice stick which was like 20 cents.
haha, the badminton place had some sucky ventilation so husna, janice, jojo and i went out one by one :)
the spanish teacher is so funny to laugh.. at. haha im so mean but seriously, the bus incident was stupid.
this girl was standing up for god knows what reason and the spanish teacher was so pissed off.
its funny, but i cant explain it. it was just.. stupid.
the four of us joined the people in the stands. and they were amal, sofia and this iranian chick whose name im not sure of. (sorry)
we stood in the football field to get the ball but the ball was always on the other side.
so we went to the shade.
after avoiding the gay coach we climbed up the tree.
ah, i wish i had my camera that moment!
my ass hurt the whole time but it was worth it.
climbing trees are always fun =]
oh yeah, there was a bag check that day.
mrs bala checked mine and she scolded me for putting my money on the pockets of my bag which didnt have a zipper.
she told me to take out the things out of my bag rather than the other way round.
screw her.
she even suspected my calculator.
can you say what the hell?
i felt so bad for my sister on wednesday.
it was such a misunderstanding.
heck, everyone just misunderstands each other.
i still think she hasnt forgiven me yet.
so - i'm sorry :(
i just remembered that i wrote boom boom pow on my geography.
har har i dont wanna come on monday xD
all i can say is that my answers made sense and he cannot say that it's wrong.
i mean, earthquakes do cause noise pollution.
the people screams and the buildings go 'BOOM!' like boom boom pow!
and i wrote something about pandas and sunbears being killed in earthquakes since things fall over them etc. har har. =]
kresno was being ultra random and tried to rap along in music.
hah - such a dumbass. but, what the heck, everyone loves him that way :)
had fun in literature since mansvi, rachel, munesu and i were reading out Of Mice And Men. i sounded like a hillbilly but munesu was so much better. mansvi and rachel were so high pitched, dogs could seriously hear them way far off.
it still haunts me.
haha, i'm gonna miss this so bad.
♥
23.6.09
cent vingt neuf.
i've been playing with the dictionary - both English and French too much.
but seriously, who knew that magic stick is baguette magique in french? =]
my dad came back!
and guess what he brought back?
LEKOR.
my mom and I were searching for it in the pasar on sunday. My dad knows us so much that he bought the lekor, coz the last time we went to Kerteh we bought lekor - and they taste so good :D
so yes, he's smart.
that's my Father's day. hahahaha. :)
lamborghiniiiiiii
that was random, seriously.
there was a Lambo i saw in Abu Dhabi. its so.. pretty. haha.
but I still love Volkswagen!
anyways, Monday was fun after school.
talking to the guys are always fun. they mess me up so bad, but i love them =]
my parents picked me up at around 3 and we went to KLCC after that. ate Nando's! finally.
but I didnt buy the thing I wanted coz my mom said we're all gonna be full dadeedadeeda.
so no Peri Starter pack for me :(
and we went to the bank for stuff.
man, it was cold.
and yeah, I was wearing my uniform - so people stared.
it's okay to stare but what's with the looks?
I'm not dumb enough to not realize that the uniform is disgusting. I don't have a choice do I?
I just can't wait to dump it. :)
ah, yes. on Monday one of the guys in class got caught for watching porn in class.
so we had a bag check. thank God I didn't bring my phone or anything.
now, our class has a reputation; a weird one that is.
Mrs Joyce lectured us and we were left silent for about 40 minutes. Mr Mirza was so happy.
the incident in lunch was.. unbelievable but heck, it was so funny. har har.
Mrs Agnes didn't realize and one guy took the whole box.
I think she has Parkinson's.
when is she going to retire anyway?
GAR.
i'm having a cold and stuff right now.
sniffing is getting annoying now.
I just cannot wait to get over the exams... which is in about 15 days?
then after that, it will all change.
=]
but seriously, who knew that magic stick is baguette magique in french? =]
my dad came back!
and guess what he brought back?
LEKOR.
my mom and I were searching for it in the pasar on sunday. My dad knows us so much that he bought the lekor, coz the last time we went to Kerteh we bought lekor - and they taste so good :D
so yes, he's smart.
that's my Father's day. hahahaha. :)
lamborghiniiiiiii
that was random, seriously.
there was a Lambo i saw in Abu Dhabi. its so.. pretty. haha.
but I still love Volkswagen!
anyways, Monday was fun after school.
talking to the guys are always fun. they mess me up so bad, but i love them =]
my parents picked me up at around 3 and we went to KLCC after that. ate Nando's! finally.
but I didnt buy the thing I wanted coz my mom said we're all gonna be full dadeedadeeda.
so no Peri Starter pack for me :(
and we went to the bank for stuff.
man, it was cold.
and yeah, I was wearing my uniform - so people stared.
it's okay to stare but what's with the looks?
I'm not dumb enough to not realize that the uniform is disgusting. I don't have a choice do I?
I just can't wait to dump it. :)
ah, yes. on Monday one of the guys in class got caught for watching porn in class.
so we had a bag check. thank God I didn't bring my phone or anything.
now, our class has a reputation; a weird one that is.
Mrs Joyce lectured us and we were left silent for about 40 minutes. Mr Mirza was so happy.
the incident in lunch was.. unbelievable but heck, it was so funny. har har.
Mrs Agnes didn't realize and one guy took the whole box.
I think she has Parkinson's.
when is she going to retire anyway?
GAR.
i'm having a cold and stuff right now.
sniffing is getting annoying now.
I just cannot wait to get over the exams... which is in about 15 days?
then after that, it will all change.
=]
21.6.09
i want to eat something great.
yes, my stomach is not happy.
ever since my dad went offshore we havent had like proper proper proper dinner.
so, i cant wait for him to come back!
which is tonight.
sigh.
i want nandos, mfm and basil. :)
but whatever, HAPPY FATHERS DAY to all the fathers around the world.
especially to mine, coz hes awesome and no dad is like him so suck that! HA! XD
i love you ♥
=]
dont worry mommie i love you too XD
anyways, back to the food.
i wrote that on purpose coz i wanted something that had 128 in it.
since its the 128th post - woohoo. aha
im gonna have Maggi Mee for lunch.. and i ate fish & chips yesterday. yummeh ♥
oh yeah, the Elmo in parkson isnt there anymore :( theres cookie monster though.
and its half price =]
so i think im gonna buy it. my new blue friend :)
tennis today was so horrible, i had too many things on my mind.
there are a lot of things on my mind. i just cant take it out yet.
man, i wish my life could be easier by a teeny bit.
talking to ayesha about it now. i feel so much better.
i miss her so much, it hurts.
and yeah, i really hope i can follow her and go to Thailand =]
that is in december though.
this sucks, i want a holiday; but i wont get one.
i need to have a to-buy list since the sale is coming in a month (yay)
so, hopefully i'd get to buy that Batman shirt, those shoes and more. mwahaaa =]
me and my mom went to the pasar today.
she dropped the precious watermelon.
sad, and brutal.
it doesnt taste so bad though.
last time, there was this watermelon which we all ate that tasted like vomit.
so wrong.
oh well, gotta pee now.
toodles x
ever since my dad went offshore we havent had like proper proper proper dinner.
so, i cant wait for him to come back!
which is tonight.
sigh.
i want nandos, mfm and basil. :)
but whatever, HAPPY FATHERS DAY to all the fathers around the world.
especially to mine, coz hes awesome and no dad is like him so suck that! HA! XD
i love you ♥
=]
dont worry mommie i love you too XD
anyways, back to the food.
i wrote that on purpose coz i wanted something that had 128 in it.
since its the 128th post - woohoo. aha
im gonna have Maggi Mee for lunch.. and i ate fish & chips yesterday. yummeh ♥
oh yeah, the Elmo in parkson isnt there anymore :( theres cookie monster though.
and its half price =]
so i think im gonna buy it. my new blue friend :)
tennis today was so horrible, i had too many things on my mind.
there are a lot of things on my mind. i just cant take it out yet.
man, i wish my life could be easier by a teeny bit.
talking to ayesha about it now. i feel so much better.
i miss her so much, it hurts.
and yeah, i really hope i can follow her and go to Thailand =]
that is in december though.
this sucks, i want a holiday; but i wont get one.
i need to have a to-buy list since the sale is coming in a month (yay)
so, hopefully i'd get to buy that Batman shirt, those shoes and more. mwahaaa =]
me and my mom went to the pasar today.
she dropped the precious watermelon.
sad, and brutal.
it doesnt taste so bad though.
last time, there was this watermelon which we all ate that tasted like vomit.
so wrong.
oh well, gotta pee now.
toodles x
19.6.09
127
i finally got the coding right!
this took me the whole night, so appreciate my perseverance. haha.
man, im screwed up.
im not studying at all, im doing this.
someone better slap me to reality.
believe it or not, theyre still doing the construction things.
and its midnight for god's sakes.
ah.
i'll try to sleep.
♥
this took me the whole night, so appreciate my perseverance. haha.
man, im screwed up.
im not studying at all, im doing this.
someone better slap me to reality.
believe it or not, theyre still doing the construction things.
and its midnight for god's sakes.
ah.
i'll try to sleep.
♥
16.6.09
one two six (two nine xD)
the two nine part was just a joke, of course. =]
anyways, im just not the happiest currently.
im sick.
physically and emotionally.
sounds very, emo, but hello - everyone has their ups and downs. and this is my turn.
i cant wait to get it over with.
its been a swing for me lately and im thinking a lot.
i look normal to you, but not for me.
dad's only coming back on friday.
i wonder why.
i'm too lazy to bother about my exams.
i wish i can put them aside and not do them.. and just.. relax.
oh well, none of my wishes come true anyway.
hardly any.
ah, going too emo.
someone give me some Happy Pills :)
I SEE A COCKROACH!
i'll just eat my Daim and get my sleep.
nights. x
anyways, im just not the happiest currently.
im sick.
physically and emotionally.
sounds very, emo, but hello - everyone has their ups and downs. and this is my turn.
i cant wait to get it over with.
its been a swing for me lately and im thinking a lot.
i look normal to you, but not for me.
dad's only coming back on friday.
i wonder why.
i'm too lazy to bother about my exams.
i wish i can put them aside and not do them.. and just.. relax.
oh well, none of my wishes come true anyway.
hardly any.
ah, going too emo.
someone give me some Happy Pills :)
I SEE A COCKROACH!
i'll just eat my Daim and get my sleep.
nights. x
14.6.09
125 - jai ho!
escape away, i'll take you to a place.
this fantasy of you and me,
i'll never lose the chase
♥
--
15 more days to the finals.
and seriously, i havent even started studying.
theres like a shit load of science chapters thats coming up. about fifteen i think.
thats just simply irrational.
how can the human brain take that much of a load?
we're no robots.
anyways, its been such a lazy and boring weekend.
filled up a lot of forms.. i had to write my address about 6 times.
its not fun at all.
but i guess itll all be worth it.. in the future.
i was supposed to go 1U - well now im not because my moms lazy.
why cant i just buy the damn shirt?!
its been kinda boring, and i guess its coz my dads not around.
hes supposed to come back today.
the haze has been really bad for the past few days; i cant even see the twin towers on occasion. its kinda weird without them for the view.
i think the haze is getting to me too. my throat hurt like crap in the morning, but im not sure whether its the haze or it was from my sister.
to make it all worse, ive got the stomachache. bleh, i hate you, oh, uterus.
oh yeah, options.
i took group six which had: ICT, Physics, A/O Maths and Accounting.
my options were, of course - Literature and... Human Bio!
i had to take some time to choose between Human Bio, French or Geography.
Human Bio sounds a lot more interesting so yeah. :D
(sebetulnya sih, gak milih juga gak apa-apa.. orang mau pindah XD)
thank God i didnt take French coz Monsieur Moise was picking the people who are gonna take it. ah, i feel so blessed. harhar =]
there's nothing much really.
friday was just a bum coz apparently someone ditched me and went to Secret Recipe without telling me. bleh. whatever.
i havent really been the best actually. i know why, but its just really unreasonable. its something really stupid - but its gonna be over soon.
im changing my layout - so yay you. since some people complained about the whole "where are the posts!?" thing.
well now, i found a nice one and you dont have to click anything to see my posts. so yay world to us! =]
holy crapola - i havent watched Night At The Museum 2 and Hannah Montana.
i feel so left out :(
i cant miss watching Transformers and other movies.
OH - yeah, theres this Indonesian Carnival thing. i want to go so bad, but my moms lazy. its all the way in Bukit Jalil (yay Iliyana) but its close to my exams. i know i cant go but oh hell. i want to. theres Andra and the Backbone! no Nidji but i still want to go. i have to stick to my roots. haha =]
me and my sisters played with the webcam yesterday.
its more of me but hell, i dont bother. thats the result of boredom!
the pictures are in facebook so youre a loser if youre not my friend there :)
i wanna eat my coconut.
i can/cannot wait for July.
this fantasy of you and me,
i'll never lose the chase
♥
--
15 more days to the finals.
and seriously, i havent even started studying.
theres like a shit load of science chapters thats coming up. about fifteen i think.
thats just simply irrational.
how can the human brain take that much of a load?
we're no robots.
anyways, its been such a lazy and boring weekend.
filled up a lot of forms.. i had to write my address about 6 times.
its not fun at all.
but i guess itll all be worth it.. in the future.
i was supposed to go 1U - well now im not because my moms lazy.
why cant i just buy the damn shirt?!
its been kinda boring, and i guess its coz my dads not around.
hes supposed to come back today.
the haze has been really bad for the past few days; i cant even see the twin towers on occasion. its kinda weird without them for the view.
i think the haze is getting to me too. my throat hurt like crap in the morning, but im not sure whether its the haze or it was from my sister.
to make it all worse, ive got the stomachache. bleh, i hate you, oh, uterus.
oh yeah, options.
i took group six which had: ICT, Physics, A/O Maths and Accounting.
my options were, of course - Literature and... Human Bio!
i had to take some time to choose between Human Bio, French or Geography.
Human Bio sounds a lot more interesting so yeah. :D
(sebetulnya sih, gak milih juga gak apa-apa.. orang mau pindah XD)
thank God i didnt take French coz Monsieur Moise was picking the people who are gonna take it. ah, i feel so blessed. harhar =]
there's nothing much really.
friday was just a bum coz apparently someone ditched me and went to Secret Recipe without telling me. bleh. whatever.
i havent really been the best actually. i know why, but its just really unreasonable. its something really stupid - but its gonna be over soon.
im changing my layout - so yay you. since some people complained about the whole "where are the posts!?" thing.
well now, i found a nice one and you dont have to click anything to see my posts. so yay world to us! =]
holy crapola - i havent watched Night At The Museum 2 and Hannah Montana.
i feel so left out :(
i cant miss watching Transformers and other movies.
OH - yeah, theres this Indonesian Carnival thing. i want to go so bad, but my moms lazy. its all the way in Bukit Jalil (yay Iliyana) but its close to my exams. i know i cant go but oh hell. i want to. theres Andra and the Backbone! no Nidji but i still want to go. i have to stick to my roots. haha =]
me and my sisters played with the webcam yesterday.
its more of me but hell, i dont bother. thats the result of boredom!
the pictures are in facebook so youre a loser if youre not my friend there :)
i wanna eat my coconut.
i can/cannot wait for July.
10.6.09
124; options
i replaced my puasa for like the 2 days of my mid term break.
i actually miss Ramadhan.
today, after lunch we had a prep talk about our options.
god, i am so confused what to do.
okay - what i have in mind is astronomy or journalism.
i know they're both complete opposites of each other but hey, i've grown an interest for both the subjects.
why?
well astronomy is just one thing that i've always thought was cool.
stars aren't just there just because.
its there for a reason - and i want to know how. to remind you all, the sun is a star.
it's just so cool.
how it shines.. how everything just happens; meteors, asteroids, planets and 'shooting stars'.
its just.. indescribable.
journalism.. i've always had a passion for writing.
especially about my feelings.
its cheesy but writing can take you anywhere, and it's so interesting how writing, can change so much.
i just love writing.
i still can't make up my mind.
okay, stupid thing is that, the school just had to give us the option lists.
it's not fair.
i mean all the subjects have the ones that i don't want.
and screw you - i am not a business person.
i'd love to start my own business but i don't wanna bother about learning it.
a lot of things interest me.. which is the hard part.
i think too much of my friends and family rather than the future. haha.
if i could, i'd choose all the subjects actually.
i know it sounds so geeky of me but it's just.. you need a little bit of everything, right?
or you want to do something so bad but there are the subjects that you have to take.
urgh, this is the most confusing thing ever.
i'm so scared of the future.
i hate the future.
here are some that i'd love to take:
1. Literature
one of my favourite subjects. why? because you actually get into the core of the story. i love being on someone elses shoes. and i'm understanding - LOL. eventhough its one of the hardest subjects, i like it.
2. Human Bio
don't you think it's awesome to actually know the facts of your body? why's it like this and etc etc? coz for me it is =]
3. Chemistry
i love going to the lab, period.
4. Geography
i only like it coz i wanna travel the world. and i love lava and volcanoes. it's super sexy. i think the world map is super awesome.
5. History
i hate history. but i wanna take it coz theres so many facts about the world that i wanna know. yes, i love facts.
6. ICT
hello - ever heard of the future? computers are, like, everywhere?
i think that's all.
i don't mind taking up econs - since it's everywhere.
accounting - okay lah. i dont see the importance of accounting in my future.
business - like i said, i'm not a business person.
commerce - what am i? a bank? other people can do it!
physics - i'm actually totally fine. i think it's a need for everyone to learn physics. :B
bio - its too general.. im fine with human bio.
french - je ne sais pas.. i'm a disgrace to the french language.
a/o - go die, i cant even do factorization.
art - i'm only into graphic designing.. and that's like computerized.. and also photography which the school doesnt offer - so whats the point? and i heard it was hard.. so screw it.
what else?
uuuuuuuuuuuurgh!
can you believe im actually going to end my high school in two years?
time just passes like a lightning.
i'm just so scared.
i think im gonna have to talk to my mom about this.. later.
i actually miss Ramadhan.
today, after lunch we had a prep talk about our options.
god, i am so confused what to do.
okay - what i have in mind is astronomy or journalism.
i know they're both complete opposites of each other but hey, i've grown an interest for both the subjects.
why?
well astronomy is just one thing that i've always thought was cool.
stars aren't just there just because.
its there for a reason - and i want to know how. to remind you all, the sun is a star.
it's just so cool.
how it shines.. how everything just happens; meteors, asteroids, planets and 'shooting stars'.
its just.. indescribable.
journalism.. i've always had a passion for writing.
especially about my feelings.
its cheesy but writing can take you anywhere, and it's so interesting how writing, can change so much.
i just love writing.
i still can't make up my mind.
okay, stupid thing is that, the school just had to give us the option lists.
it's not fair.
i mean all the subjects have the ones that i don't want.
and screw you - i am not a business person.
i'd love to start my own business but i don't wanna bother about learning it.
a lot of things interest me.. which is the hard part.
i think too much of my friends and family rather than the future. haha.
if i could, i'd choose all the subjects actually.
i know it sounds so geeky of me but it's just.. you need a little bit of everything, right?
or you want to do something so bad but there are the subjects that you have to take.
urgh, this is the most confusing thing ever.
i'm so scared of the future.
i hate the future.
here are some that i'd love to take:
1. Literature
one of my favourite subjects. why? because you actually get into the core of the story. i love being on someone elses shoes. and i'm understanding - LOL. eventhough its one of the hardest subjects, i like it.
2. Human Bio
don't you think it's awesome to actually know the facts of your body? why's it like this and etc etc? coz for me it is =]
3. Chemistry
i love going to the lab, period.
4. Geography
i only like it coz i wanna travel the world. and i love lava and volcanoes. it's super sexy. i think the world map is super awesome.
5. History
i hate history. but i wanna take it coz theres so many facts about the world that i wanna know. yes, i love facts.
6. ICT
hello - ever heard of the future? computers are, like, everywhere?
i think that's all.
i don't mind taking up econs - since it's everywhere.
accounting - okay lah. i dont see the importance of accounting in my future.
business - like i said, i'm not a business person.
commerce - what am i? a bank? other people can do it!
physics - i'm actually totally fine. i think it's a need for everyone to learn physics. :B
bio - its too general.. im fine with human bio.
french - je ne sais pas.. i'm a disgrace to the french language.
a/o - go die, i cant even do factorization.
art - i'm only into graphic designing.. and that's like computerized.. and also photography which the school doesnt offer - so whats the point? and i heard it was hard.. so screw it.
what else?
uuuuuuuuuuuurgh!
can you believe im actually going to end my high school in two years?
time just passes like a lightning.
i'm just so scared.
i think im gonna have to talk to my mom about this.. later.
8.6.09
123; standing up.
silence does not mean it's empty.
silence can explain so much more.
take one example, animals.
ever heard of animal cruelty?
it's not a normal topic to ignore.
in fact, you shouldn't ignore.
it's irrational for a human to ignore.
animals have rights.
they are not an exception to torture.
animals get tortured... mostly for human purposes.
for fur, food, drinks, health care and most probably everything that has to do with us.
skinning, branding, caging, euthanasia..
why?
god knows.
they are living things and not just animals.
they have body parts just like us - and most probably better than ours.
they're unfortunately mute - but so what?
that doesn't mean we have to treat them with such brutality and degrade them.
i'm sick of people telling me - ratri, they're just animals.
hello, i can see that.
it's because they're animals we have to stand up for them, dummies.
we have to stand up for the things that can't speak.
they're so weak and they need support.
they need love too.
because they have feelings, everything does. it's just either you notice that or there's too much pride in you to realize it.
just because they don't scream to show you the pain, doesn't mean they're not in pain.
you can see it in their eyes: the pain, the torture, the impossibility to escape from it.
they're crying their hearts out, but you just can't see it, unfortunately.
they try to reach out, but they're most of the times misunderstood.
they hope that us humans can hear them; their screams of pain.
trying to tell us that they need to be cared for too.
let's put it this way.
imagine.
you are a (insert your favourite breed of dog here).
sadly, you're homeless and you've got no one.
no friends, no master.
all of a sudden, a guy with a net catches you,
puts you inside a cage.. which measures only 2 x 2.
with other dogs.
you then reach to a fur farm where other dogs are.
then this guy just pulls you out of the cage by your tail.
and he doesn't care if you're in pain or not.
if you try to save yourself, it'll be so much worse.
you can't do anything.
and then, they grab you by your legs.
beats you and skins you off.
practically killing you.
you think i'm making it up?
truth is, i'm not.
this actually happens around the world.
you want to see?
click here.
if you think that is funny, God bless your soul.
i'm telling you you're heartless on behalf of billions of people.
there are so many animals involved in this.
most popular now are the whales.
remember the whales Hayden Pannetiere tried to save?
well, they're still continuing those harsh actions.
heard about the seal slaughter?
it's getting worse now.
now, all this writing would hope to take effect if take actions.
we can't just sit and think, we have to let whole world know.
you don't want all the animals to extinct, right?
god knows what, the people of the future won't see it.
and it's our fault.
we should treat them righteously and with our love and care.
because they'll love you back in return! =]
so stop the buying of animals and start adopting.
it's better and hey, it's free and healthier.
i'm sure the animals feel a lot better that way.
so stop buying animal products coz it looks better than them than us =]
i hope i changed some of your thoughts about animals.
xx
silence can explain so much more.
take one example, animals.
ever heard of animal cruelty?
it's not a normal topic to ignore.
in fact, you shouldn't ignore.
it's irrational for a human to ignore.
animals have rights.
they are not an exception to torture.
animals get tortured... mostly for human purposes.
for fur, food, drinks, health care and most probably everything that has to do with us.
skinning, branding, caging, euthanasia..
why?
god knows.
they are living things and not just animals.
they have body parts just like us - and most probably better than ours.
they're unfortunately mute - but so what?
that doesn't mean we have to treat them with such brutality and degrade them.
i'm sick of people telling me - ratri, they're just animals.
hello, i can see that.
it's because they're animals we have to stand up for them, dummies.
we have to stand up for the things that can't speak.
they're so weak and they need support.
they need love too.
because they have feelings, everything does. it's just either you notice that or there's too much pride in you to realize it.
just because they don't scream to show you the pain, doesn't mean they're not in pain.
you can see it in their eyes: the pain, the torture, the impossibility to escape from it.
they're crying their hearts out, but you just can't see it, unfortunately.
they try to reach out, but they're most of the times misunderstood.
they hope that us humans can hear them; their screams of pain.
trying to tell us that they need to be cared for too.
let's put it this way.
imagine.
you are a (insert your favourite breed of dog here).
sadly, you're homeless and you've got no one.
no friends, no master.
all of a sudden, a guy with a net catches you,
puts you inside a cage.. which measures only 2 x 2.
with other dogs.
you then reach to a fur farm where other dogs are.
then this guy just pulls you out of the cage by your tail.
and he doesn't care if you're in pain or not.
if you try to save yourself, it'll be so much worse.
you can't do anything.
and then, they grab you by your legs.
beats you and skins you off.
practically killing you.
you think i'm making it up?
truth is, i'm not.
this actually happens around the world.
you want to see?
click here.
if you think that is funny, God bless your soul.
i'm telling you you're heartless on behalf of billions of people.
there are so many animals involved in this.
most popular now are the whales.
remember the whales Hayden Pannetiere tried to save?
well, they're still continuing those harsh actions.
heard about the seal slaughter?
it's getting worse now.
now, all this writing would hope to take effect if take actions.
we can't just sit and think, we have to let whole world know.
you don't want all the animals to extinct, right?
god knows what, the people of the future won't see it.
and it's our fault.
we should treat them righteously and with our love and care.
because they'll love you back in return! =]
so stop the buying of animals and start adopting.
it's better and hey, it's free and healthier.
i'm sure the animals feel a lot better that way.
so stop buying animal products coz it looks better than them than us =]
i hope i changed some of your thoughts about animals.
xx
7.6.09
122
wow - silent sunday.
no one's online.
i wanna go home.
home like, cirendeu home.
i feel like having a reminiscence. i miss rollerblading at the garage and riding a bike around the neighbourhood. its fun like that.
my sister came back yesterday, and my room or our room is extremely messy.
combine the mess that i had before and with her mess. my mom must be pretty pissed by now.
i was checking out the offer letter... i cannot just not think about the current things.
i cant make up my mind.
i really wanna go - but.. argh.
agitation!
i feel weird all of a sudden after yesterday.
its an eye opener.
i really, dont know what to do.
no one's online.
i wanna go home.
home like, cirendeu home.
i feel like having a reminiscence. i miss rollerblading at the garage and riding a bike around the neighbourhood. its fun like that.
my sister came back yesterday, and my room or our room is extremely messy.
combine the mess that i had before and with her mess. my mom must be pretty pissed by now.
i was checking out the offer letter... i cannot just not think about the current things.
i cant make up my mind.
i really wanna go - but.. argh.
agitation!
i feel weird all of a sudden after yesterday.
its an eye opener.
i really, dont know what to do.
5.6.09
121
i'm looking up at ouval research but it takes so long to load.
im gonna tell my sister which wallet to buy for me, because i cannot stand it - i want a wallet!
OH, and a jacket. im sure ill be happy - LOL.
i lost my bottle too, by the way. but sadly ouval doesnt have that, so lol. ill just buy bros. as always.
my teacher said we were gonna choose our options this week but i dont see it happening.
if i had to choose, i wouldnt know what to pick. seriously.
i know theres English and Maths. id pick Literature, Chemistry, Computer but id need like 2 more. i guess Physics too and urh, either French or Accounting. hahaha. yeah, i cant do History for nuts.
neither can i do Geog. i can only do the volcano stuff.. stupid favouritism.
i cannot believe finals are just around the corner. i felt like i just started year 9.
its all going so fast.
im scared.
future is another fear of mine. and im sure im not the only one.
oh well.
ezzat killed a bee in front of me today.
screw you, thats animal cruelty right there.
im gonna have to search for an article about it later for English.
ew at the teacher.
hes a goddamn faggot.
take back all the "nice" things i said about him.
oh yeah - SPCA. havent been there for 2 years... or so.
i wanna go there, since i saw a Siberian Husky and i felt like hugging and cuddling it all day long.
its just so... beautiful.
ah, anyways, i cant seem to reach hanif right now. eventhough i want to.
stupid credit, just not available at the moment.
i guess i cant see you then.
but i hope, i hope ill go watch Hannah Montana on monday - LOL.
oh well, i gotta go for dinner now.
nyeh. boredom will kill me in no time.
im gonna tell my sister which wallet to buy for me, because i cannot stand it - i want a wallet!
OH, and a jacket. im sure ill be happy - LOL.
i lost my bottle too, by the way. but sadly ouval doesnt have that, so lol. ill just buy bros. as always.
my teacher said we were gonna choose our options this week but i dont see it happening.
if i had to choose, i wouldnt know what to pick. seriously.
i know theres English and Maths. id pick Literature, Chemistry, Computer but id need like 2 more. i guess Physics too and urh, either French or Accounting. hahaha. yeah, i cant do History for nuts.
neither can i do Geog. i can only do the volcano stuff.. stupid favouritism.
i cannot believe finals are just around the corner. i felt like i just started year 9.
its all going so fast.
im scared.
future is another fear of mine. and im sure im not the only one.
oh well.
ezzat killed a bee in front of me today.
screw you, thats animal cruelty right there.
im gonna have to search for an article about it later for English.
ew at the teacher.
hes a goddamn faggot.
take back all the "nice" things i said about him.
oh yeah - SPCA. havent been there for 2 years... or so.
i wanna go there, since i saw a Siberian Husky and i felt like hugging and cuddling it all day long.
its just so... beautiful.
ah, anyways, i cant seem to reach hanif right now. eventhough i want to.
stupid credit, just not available at the moment.
i guess i cant see you then.
but i hope, i hope ill go watch Hannah Montana on monday - LOL.
oh well, i gotta go for dinner now.
nyeh. boredom will kill me in no time.
2.6.09
one twenty.
im looking at the Mr Twitter Universe.
tom felton is currently second. yum♥
but the guy in McFly is currently first so fingers crossed for tom felton. haha =]
i went tennis and swimming on sunday. so much for being tired right?
but i had shit loads of fun coz me, my sister and jasmine were abusing her camera. its a dslr. (:
a lot of jump shots but my favourite shot out of all was the one in her room. after the mayhem.
but its not uploaded in facebook. ill ask her for the original ones :)
i was so tired after that. (i still am actually)
and i still didnt get proper sleep. screw you fatigues.
plus - there are thingys in my room. i dont know what to call them since theyre such unknown creatures. simply grotesque.
i mean, their 'heads' just simply pop out in one side and starts crawling. uuuuurrrgh!
even thinking about it gives me the creeps.
ah, the 31st. i wanted to buy baskin robbins handpack but there were so many people buying it. so i just bought strawberry ice cream instead. i miss Cold Stone. even though i just ate it once.
i still want them shirts in FOS. give me a 100 and ill be satisfied. at least 3 shirts would do :D
and yeah - white jeans. and a wallet. oh my god.
i went to subang today - to send my dad off to his seminar place in this hotel.
the pillows were so comfortable, i wanted to take them home.
i wanted to eat there but i guess i didnt have the time. its not like i bother about doing my homework now. haha.
it took us half an hour to get back home. so that was another day of wearing my uniform for 12 hours :)
but this time im not proud, since it was embarrassing.
when HSM1 ad was on TV
ratri : when he (Zac Efron) was still a virgin.
*silence*
putra & ratri : hahahahahahha.
- i felt that it was hilarious.
when my dads boss arrived
mom : *mouthing* dads boss!
ratri : maybe i should go up to him and ask for a raise for daddie. so that he doesnt have to see me in this horrible uniform ever again :)
- i felt that it was hilarious too :D
yeah, i went to the hotel with my uniform. couldnt count how many people were looking at me.
i wonder what they were wondering...
its either, what the hell is she wearing or... nothing else actually. if i was never a sayfolian and saw a sayfolian - i'd laugh and stare.
whose idea was it to make the uniform yellow and green? BANANAAAAAS!
crap, i just remembered my music assignment thingamabob.
i saw Ms Charlotte walking near KLCC. i pity her. a woman like that needs a car. at least a friend to talk to. shes so misunderstood.
im so sorry that i cant join orchestra anymore.
sheesh, everything changed since i moved. heh.
i feel like playing my violin now.
like Spring or Canon.. something classical.
someone play me Claudine and ill love you forever.
no exaggerations.
okay - dinner is calling me.
and so is my homework. geeeeeek:B
xx
tom felton is currently second. yum♥
but the guy in McFly is currently first so fingers crossed for tom felton. haha =]
i went tennis and swimming on sunday. so much for being tired right?
but i had shit loads of fun coz me, my sister and jasmine were abusing her camera. its a dslr. (:
a lot of jump shots but my favourite shot out of all was the one in her room. after the mayhem.
but its not uploaded in facebook. ill ask her for the original ones :)
i was so tired after that. (i still am actually)
and i still didnt get proper sleep. screw you fatigues.
plus - there are thingys in my room. i dont know what to call them since theyre such unknown creatures. simply grotesque.
i mean, their 'heads' just simply pop out in one side and starts crawling. uuuuurrrgh!
even thinking about it gives me the creeps.
ah, the 31st. i wanted to buy baskin robbins handpack but there were so many people buying it. so i just bought strawberry ice cream instead. i miss Cold Stone. even though i just ate it once.
i still want them shirts in FOS. give me a 100 and ill be satisfied. at least 3 shirts would do :D
and yeah - white jeans. and a wallet. oh my god.
i went to subang today - to send my dad off to his seminar place in this hotel.
the pillows were so comfortable, i wanted to take them home.
i wanted to eat there but i guess i didnt have the time. its not like i bother about doing my homework now. haha.
it took us half an hour to get back home. so that was another day of wearing my uniform for 12 hours :)
but this time im not proud, since it was embarrassing.
when HSM1 ad was on TV
ratri : when he (Zac Efron) was still a virgin.
*silence*
putra & ratri : hahahahahahha.
- i felt that it was hilarious.
when my dads boss arrived
mom : *mouthing* dads boss!
ratri : maybe i should go up to him and ask for a raise for daddie. so that he doesnt have to see me in this horrible uniform ever again :)
- i felt that it was hilarious too :D
yeah, i went to the hotel with my uniform. couldnt count how many people were looking at me.
i wonder what they were wondering...
its either, what the hell is she wearing or... nothing else actually. if i was never a sayfolian and saw a sayfolian - i'd laugh and stare.
whose idea was it to make the uniform yellow and green? BANANAAAAAS!
crap, i just remembered my music assignment thingamabob.
i saw Ms Charlotte walking near KLCC. i pity her. a woman like that needs a car. at least a friend to talk to. shes so misunderstood.
im so sorry that i cant join orchestra anymore.
sheesh, everything changed since i moved. heh.
i feel like playing my violin now.
like Spring or Canon.. something classical.
someone play me Claudine and ill love you forever.
no exaggerations.
okay - dinner is calling me.
and so is my homework. geeeeeek:B
xx