one six eight

the fucking dreary of the civics assignment

FUCK you civics!

how the hell did the people who took civics did this stupid assignment?

unfair.

i hate politics. period.

my body has been super sore ever since sunday; cleaning up waterfall and playing in the waterfall.

if you dont care about the environment, clean up the waterfall and your perspective of global warming will totally change.

you wont be stepping on soil, youll be stepping on plastic bottles which is most probably covering the plastic underneath it.

300 plastic bags full of trash. it's disgusting; grotesque.

whats worse is that, we werent even finished cleaning up everything. there was still a pile of crap on top of there.

im sickened by the human race.

i'm sick and tired of being sick and tired, seriously.

i cannot wait for the holidays.

not drowning fast enough [167]

now evertime that i look at myself,

i thought i told you,

this world is not for you.

ah my god. sunway lagoon was so much fun.
elmo lovers! kicked ass.
we had the honorable mention. woohoo! i dont know why, and what it is but yea, we got mentioned :)
we didnt really finish the whole race but we managed to finish the fun ones :)
we rode the roller coaster, went to the bird thingy to feed the birds. it was so cool.
the birds went up to my arms but amro was funniest. with no doubt.
they were like picking up his sweat HAHA.

sucked that the snake ride thingy was under construction.
that is by far my favourite ride. of all times!

after that we went to the wet park and sadly, it rained :(
we managed to play at the slides after that though.
w00t!

went to scream park and i managed to get a bruise... on my eyebrow.
out of all places.

bought a new mini windmill thingamabob thing.
eep :) its so pretty!

friday was alright, just a lot of homework from - yeap, you guessed it. math! isnt it so fun.
oh yeah, before we went to lagoon, we watched Numb3rs in math.
someone save me!
and lucky us, they were talking about the cosine law. which is what we're learning now.

insane!

ive got a lot of work to cover up right now...

friday was hella fun. i had fun with the two syazas and hui xian.
cant wait to watch new moon with them :)
we watched cloudy with a chance of meatballs; funny movie but quite... weird. ahah.
we walked around pyramid for a bit.
i think the pictures were nice? i dont know, i didnt take any since syaza had an EOS. haha.

went to buy burger and hung out at the common room with the indonesians :)
i feel like im in indonesia. haha :)

alvin had the fish eye lens and i have to say that its awesome!

i like the effect. it would be cool to take like some kind of panorama type of pictures.

was supposed to go zoo negara with hanif but it seems like he cant. even though he was the one who planned it. hahaha.
but either way, im experiencing the hostel life over the weekends (since ive never been in the hostel over the weekends)
so far, im not hating nor liking.
just... adapting.

going to the library after a bit with ilya to do our civics.
funny thing is, were not partners.
hes doing cuba and im doing germany...
tough luck.

gonna photoshop later and gonna watch titanic at night.
cannot wait for the community service thing tomorrow.

unfortunately, the bus leaves at.... seven thirty in the morning.
how do i wake up?!

the sky could be blue, i dont mind.

without you is just a waste of time.

the (16)6 of hearts

who needs avenues, who needs reservoirs,

gonna show this town how to kiss these stars.

currently over obsessive towards Kings Of Leon.

their album is nothing but perfection.

and also, having a headache. i dont know from what but its gradually getting worse.

what's the most interesting that happened so far?

getting my face flat from the football.

yes, its funny but now i feel like my nose is just really delicate.

bah, but im going to remember that for a while :)

dramas been so much fun and i have to say i cant wait for the play to be finished!

although i feel like changing parts of it... anywho, im just there to have my fun. aha.

monday, as usual was my hungry day with andriana. so we ate our dinner early.

i forgot what i ate, but i think it was spicy. yeah and we were just talking, i had fun :)

sunday sunday sunday... hmmmm.

i had tennis, nothing much really happened. only the fact that i most probably have lost my skills in it.

i had to pack my stuff for the hostel and i think that took forever!

i had to roll my clothes since the luggage was way too small for all the clothes.

so, being all smart, rolled it all up and guess what?

IT ALL FITS! so thanks to me, i had an overweight luggage that is supposed to be carried for 3 flights of stairs.

yay world!

picked up my sister in pavilion and ate korean food :)

yay! i miss the one in mid valley. the korean guy there was so cute. haha.

speaking of guys, guess whos gonna be coming for the community service on sunday?

mr. plouffe! ah, heavens. i knew a good deed would come out of it. heeee :)

anyways, saturday we went to eat at jusco maluri.

i bought some snacks.... and peanut butter :)

chunky peanut butter to be exact. yay!

haha, i just felt like it.

nothing really significant has been going on lately.

but tomorrow, sunway lagoon baby!

with the whole school. which is going to be interesting.

The Elmo Lovers will kick a$$! :D

and friday, dress down and gonna be meeting Hui Xian and the two Syazas :D

im nothing but excited! i havent seen hx for like a lifetime but i havent met the two syazas before, so thats gonna be interesting :)

saturday i might be out with hanif... to zoo negara :)

and sunday, i have community service. which would most probably be fun too. :D

eeeeeep

im so happy. haha. i havent felt this much enthusiasm for a long time.

negative side?

i havent finished my communications technology.

which im gonna be staying up for.

neither have i done anything for stupid civics.

curses!

im gonna shower coz ive been sweating like a piglet.

165 unspoken words

haha!

this is what i call neglect.

i havent blogged for almost a week now, this is sad.

my sunday was such a bore, tennis was horrendous.

i also found out that my PE shirt is missing.

the one that my friends signed on.

urgh, this is not funny laundry. that is what i call unique and if i dont get it back by next month i swear i'll scream.

school was fine. me and chermayne had so much fun recording for the assignment for the charity thing.

i think that its quite sad though. but, i dont think the class is gonna be able to judge, so ill let the whole school vote. :D

i hope no one cries HAHAHA.

but yes, i had a lot of fun with chermayne :)

oh, had tennis for P.E which was actually quite fun coz i didnt have to play properly.

yay. haha

dramas coming to be really funny and interesting, i actually cant wait to see the whole thing :)

mark is now like the student-director and i have to say hes quite good.

had a math test which i did not study for on wednesday and im so happy i got a 30 over 37 :D

but i had to stay up late night to complete my STD project, which i got a 4 in, yay. :D

haha, thursday was such a good day.

i also found out that i only have one exam for this semester!

i shall rejoice! while i can.

skipped my study period to go somewhere else with hanif :)

but i had fuuuuun :)

haha the trolley was fun.

oh, and finally at thursday i bought waffles!

yuuuuuummy. those things are so good.

also ate at lunch box with andriana for dinner and talked to kelvin later that night...

and stayed up at the common room playing cards with albert, my sister, ilya and andriana.

ilya left so the remaining four of us stayed up and just looked at alberts movies.

i have 200 pounds beauty!! haha!

yay!

and! me and andriana used alberts macs photobox. mwahaha!

theyre so cool.

thats all i like.

oh, and thursday i think i overate - lol.

had lunch and the jelly and 2 slices of pizza. thats quite a lot for me.

im surprised at how much i got tired.

but then again, who wouldnt be when you went up and down the stairs for like 5 times (and its like 5 flights of stairs. crazy!)

and yeah, we got the official announcement about the sunway lagoon trip. yay!

man, i cant wait for that.

neither for prom!

i went to SPCA this morning with jenny.

i had fun, but i believed we couldve done so much more haha.

the cats were so adorable. i think i mightve fallen in love with cats... once more. haha!

after that i went to yumis house to have a little chat.

i managed to sleep since she was busy.

and she just had to take a picture.

-.-

but yeah, i had nasi goreng pattaya and it was the shiz.

i loveeee it.

ive only tried in two places though.

i cant stand study period anymore.

i think its useless.

and i cant stand civics anymore.

not even a second.

who the hell wants to know about the german government?

cant even get a piece of crap about it. urgh.

i have so much to do over this weekend.

id rather die.

tak ada yang bisa,

menggantikan dirimu.

tak ada yang bisa,

membuat diriku... jauh darimu.

tak ada yang bisa,

menggantikan cintamu.

tak ada yang bisa,

menggantikan hatimu.

tak ada gelisah,

menggantikan dirimu.

tak ada yang bisa,

membuat diriku... jauh darimu.

gotta love andra and the backbone!

im stoked for next week. !!

♥

164th empire.

i see this letter on the table.
its not meant for me.
but it might probably change things around... once again.
its not like i want to change. but i dont need this change.
the adaptation to change just isnt there.
i like how things are right now- except for all the shit in the hostel i cant take.
i like it.

ive never been this happy, seriously.
my life is on the right track - LOL. i sound like i just got out of rehab.
but yes, ive been having fun both in school and outside school.
i miss certain loads of people but i think im gonna be catching up on them very soon, and therefore im happy...-er. haha.

anywho, friday was dress down day.
every friday is dress down day now... but its 3 bucks.
if its for a month that would be 12 bucks.
i can buy half a dozen of J.CO with an extra 50 cents.
maybe i should do alternate.

anywho, im working with Chermayne for the new TGJ assignment.
talk about wasting credit.
the woman over at Rumah Hope was seriously rude for shouting at Chermayne.
if it wasnt some charity house i wouldve called her and told her to be nice...
so we decided to take National Autism Society Of Malaysia.
we finished the script, now we all need is just the sound effects and recording and the whole editing what not.
can you say fun?!

friday was such a short day, it felt a bit weird.
since we planned to go ice skating we went to pyramid.
went with hanif and his friend and went with the car.
so there were 6 of us.
andriana. ilya. hanif. ld. my sister. me.
went ice skating for a bit until the two showoffs took over the rink. psh, they didnt deserve it.
and guess what? when we were going out, the people were allowed to come in. bah.
bought the food over at popeyes but then joined the others at mcd.
went around pyramid searching for andrianas vitamins and then went to the arcade.
met wei yew and his friend whos apparently ilyas friend...
its a small world after all...

the arcade:
andriana and her addiction to time crisis.
my sister beating ilya at panic park.
there were a lot of "shiba"-s being spoken that time. aha.
and the excitedness over tekken 3.
is it me or do we just have to play house of the dead everytime we go to the arcade?

after that hanif and ilya wanted to play pool.
guess who we met? Mark, Mahendra and Hatso. yay!
we were there for quite a while.
even managed to take pictures. :)
watching my sister play pool was quite entertaining :)
i managed to shoot in some btw. yay! :D
after all that, went to asian avenue to buy bubble tea and checked out this shop with all the halloween stuff thingys.
overall we had our shares of fun.
i think.

ive been playing "slap mosquito" - LOL - for the past few days and i think my reflex has been really good. hahaha, it makes me wake up.
speaking of waking up, my mom called and was super pissed at the fact that she was on her way and i was still sleeping on the bed and not being close to ready.

and here i am. on a midnight which is already a sunday.
not ready for tennis to go tomorrow.
neither going back to the hostel.
its insane. how am i supposed to keep this up for the next 3 semesters like this?

study period is stupid.
we have the right to choose if we want to go or not.
i mean like, sometimes when you finish your work, what do you want to do? facebook?
isnt it all just the same with what you do at the hostel?
if peoples results are dropping, its not like youre helping them by forcing them to study at some time.
people have different ways of studying.
some study at night, some study in the quiet, some study with music, some dont even study but end up remembering everything.

sometimes, i just feel like saying these things out loud.
i want to stay at home, with my mom because i love the warmth i feel here.
its gonna be different, yet again but sometimes i just cant see the point as to why im there.


the youth is starting to change.

give me one more chance. [163]

coz you're a hot mess,
and i'm falling for you.
and i'm like, hot damn, let me make you my boo.
coz you can shake it, shake it, shake it
yeah you know what to do.
you're a hot mess;
i'm lovin it, hell yes!

cobra starship is no doubt the best, for now. haha.
ah, iliyanas birthday was a mess, yes, but i had fun for the last... like half an hour?
haha, ate at TGIF and ezzats and juns food was so good! with the fajitas, god.
the sauce is the best part.
then me and iliyana had our forever 21 time looking around. i miss her.

before all that, what was worse was that i totally forgot to take money before going.
and i went and walked to the monorail station... without any money.
so i had to go back to sentral to get money.
and from that, i'm officially broke. screw it.
so i had to take the lrt instead of the monorail so that was quite a waste of money.
ah, screw it really.
to top it all up, i had two blisters at the back of my feet coz of my shoes were just really gay.
im still in need of new shoes though.
:)

played tennis - finally - at jalan duta and went to buy fishes over at pudu.
i stayed with my mom while my sisters went to buy them.
how many? twenty five :)
went back to the hostel after eating yong tau foo! yay! haah.
after getting to hostel i went to buy waffles with amiera! yay!

monday felt such a blur coz i was seriously dying from doing my math work.
i was panicked coz of the whole stupid printing business. imagine trying to print like 14 pages of math work in color. and one page is like 1.50 so thats gonna take like 16 bucks in total.
jeez man.
tuesday was my hungry day coz i was hungry, very hungry.
drama was a lot of fun though.
and it was the sixth.

so you know what that is!
it was my, well, our half-year mark :)
doesnt that seem really fast? :)
talked till like 1, so that reflects my crankyness in the morning. hahaa

nothing much happened on wednesday except for the fact that me, ilya, andriana and my sister went up to the rooftop at the 4th floor after study.
it was so fun, talking and hanging out. i love that place.

had my dance assignment thing today. i was actually really scared haha, but i have to say, the other people were really good.
i guess here its not about perfection, its about having fun - like literally.
having my yearbook meeting right now and i have to say, its very pressuring.
can you believe that were actually doing this?
eeeeeeep!!!

oh oh and officially, theres prom.
i hope i can go :)

going ice skating tomorrow.
i cant wait for that, really.

i'm so hungry i can eat a lot of waffles.
do not ask me why im having an obsession of waffles.

she swept off 162 feet.

Rina Ho Hui Ping called me last night!
She called me!
Last night 12.43 am! i'm super duper honoured coz she's just way too awesome to shit about. hahahaha.
love you, shit head xx

but you're MIA for the 161st time.

took my heart to the limit,
and this is where i'll stay.
i can't go any further than this.
i want you so bad, it's my only wish.

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completely fallen in love with foxes, wolves and siberian huskies all over again :)
my sister was searching for cats in dA and well, i told her to search for siberian huskies and you cannot imagine how cute those little furry adorable things were. urgh, i wish i had one so i can stroke it all night/day long! haha!

anyways, my communications technology project was a mess since the printer was all screwed up.
why?
well lets just say that printing colour screws up the printer... all the time.
i had to run all the way up to the bookshop for the cardboard and had to write the description what not.
it took a while.
thank god i managed to finish it in my study period!! :)
not a waste.... butttt congrats to those people who won :)

started civics a couple of days ago and so far, im not liking it so much. no offence meant to mr. c but seriously, law and politics what not is just not my interest.
puts me to sleep really easily, so, if i totally flunk at this, i wouldnt be surprised.
anywho, i ran 20 laps for my 12 minute walk/run and managed to get a level higher for my beep test. :D im so happy!
well, like what i wrote in my journal, im kinda gonna miss this.
how would i now know how much ive improved? hmmm.
but after the 12 minute walk/run i had this horrible headache though. i wonder why.

my math assignment was so screwed up, i couldnt even get things right.
but i must finish this... by sunday.
or else id probably punish myself.
and i have the greatest idea, unfortunately.

for three days straight, i got kidnapped by hanif after he finishes his classes and its actually fun. :)
i kept on coming late for my study period until the extent that i missed mine yesterday and left my bag and laptop inside my locker.
so i came to school today without bringing my bag and laptop. hahaha :D
sorry for being so down yesterday though, really bummed me.

taking things to the brighter side, after skipping my study period i joined my sister, ilya and andriana at the badminton "court" and started chilling there.
it was fun :)
the funniest part was when it was drizzling and the four of us were trying to catch the raindrops with our tongue - lol.
if it was acid rain i would probably die ahaha.

im still in a blur mode right now, but i should probably get a head start back to my math.
i should most probably do my IT too... im doing a music mix.
yay.

there were fishes being sold outside the student center on wednesday. too bad we didnt buy any, theres no fishes in the so-called pond anymore!

sad to say that AAR got postponed :( i was looking forward to it.
i have community service on the 25th and the 1st of nov and i have to say, im anticipating for it :)

currently addicted to Does It Offend You, Yeah? which is quite late.
the kooks' shine on is adorable.