175 people on the dancefloor.

prom happened last night and i have to say that it was one of the best nights of my life so far. :)

my date was Hanif :) and we had fun.

of course, all events had those moments where it got really boring, but after all that we got the dancefloor to ourselves.

i had fun :)

dancing in heels, however is very tiring. i dont know how people can manage to do that.

my thighs were practically dead from all the jumping and dancing - haha.

i didnt even know what i was doing half the time. it was euphoria with the mix of epilepsy. haha

but of course, life is life.

which is why - i lost my phone.

but good news is, my phone is definition of shit.

camera is broken, faulty keypad, it doesnt vibrate anymore... and it goes on and on.

have fun looking at my messages and notes, thief.

you stole my memories.

but you are a horrible thief.

:)

last four days of school were memorable.

the stress was there, especially on wednesday.

speaking of wednesday, it was the day of my drama performance!

i have to say, we did good!

we all had our small mistakes but i think it was fine.

and the band did a great job too.

sad that it all happened though.

i cannot believe i just finished my semester.

all the stress i went through.

now, all i have to do is wait for the marks.

this was us, the night before prom.

i miss prom alreadyyy.

leave me one more weekend [174]

paintball was awesome.

very tiring; i have minor bruises and my pinkie is the one at pain most.

i got shot at the head and it hurt like crap.

but it was fun :)

shooting in movies are bullshit, btw.

i havent done my communications technology work since i'm procrastinating wayyyyy too much.

prepare to have sleepless nights doing it then.

garr.

went to pyramid on friday and watched Phobia 2.

it was some kind of unplanned triple date, hahaha.

scary, but funny (the last part was, at least)

i had fun :)

i love fridays :)

oh, and rina made me sang for open mic.

okay, honestly i've always wanted to sing for open mic but not in real life.

we sang swing swing and i screwed up shit loads.

until now, i still cannot believe that i sang. in front. of a crowd.

would i do it again? i have no idea.

going to bangsar to get my prom dress today :)

weeeee.

i hope my mom says yes to the one i really wanted.

cant believe theres only 4 more days to school left.

time is ticking way too quickly.

my life is aaaaaverage. [173]

Today, everyone was telling me a girl I like wanted me to ask her on a date. I approached her, and asked if it was true. She said yes, but only because she wanted to reject me in person. FML

that is what you call a bitch.

going around 1 utama was super tiring, especially when you have nothing else to do.

i bought my sister her present and a few other things for my fishies at home :)

also, bought dorayaki :)

came back at the hostel only around 10.45, but i dont want to care.

i finished with my movie poster and currently doing my radio commercial.

which i need patience in.

garrrr.

i cant believe school is ending by 8 days left.

its sad; depressing.

but then again, hello holidays! :)

you're a big fish in a little pond, darling. [172]

i'm tired.

i've been going out since thursday on the hunt for prom dresses.

my feet are dying, and they need like sleep. stat.

but somehow i dont want to sleep.

eventhough i might not probably say the right things.

went to pyramid on thursday with beatrice and andriana.

we bought fishes for andrianas project. tiring, but it was a fun girls outing :)

went to pyramid again on friday with a lot of other people.

i even got to meet hanif when i was going to pyramid.

it was fun :)

but again, very tiring.

i had to go back and forth to forever 21.

but it was worth it :)

schools been alright.

i cant believe theres only 9 more classes to go for till the exams.

:(

its so sad. i dont want this semester to end somehow. neither do i want the year to end.

open day was boring, but i have to say that the SIS band did an awesome job on their Dead and Gone performance :)

loved it!

went to bangsar today (or yesterday)

and i might have found the dress. :)

eep.

i feel so girly these days.

:)

i have so many assignments to do.

someone slap me, coz im procrastinating.

but i seriously cant wait for prom :)

its gonna be something to remember.

misinterpretion of communication [171]

let's all laugh coz it's just stinking hilarious.

hahahahahahahahaha.

talking online sucks.

you can type :) and people will believe that you're actually smiling.

i'm in a state of crap.

why? well, let's just say that i posted up that picture for a reason.

this is probably my worst period in the history of my life.

stupid mood swing.

why do i have to be such a bloody idiot?

what is making me smile? nothing.

urgh i hate it when i'm depressed.

mirrors lie, if you haven't noticed [170]

you were everything that's bad for me,

make no apologies,

i crash black and blue,

but you know i'll do it all again for you.

went to great eastern after terry fox and i have to say i miss eating there.

i miss eating stuff over at ampang point actually.

and like, ive been having weird ass food cravings like mangoes and roti jala.

out of all things.

monday was a lot of fun; getting cupcakes for my sister as her mm.. so called surprise.

haha, i ran back to the hostel to get changed and after the yearbook thing, i went to pyramid with beatrice, albert and andra. woohoo :)

got her cupcakes and a free candle hahaha.

it turned out okay, though quite silent haha.

after that we all ate pizzas :D

drama was horrible since no one came haha. but i have to say im quite nervous for it really.

started on the video unit for communications technology.

it looks like its gonna be fun?

haha, the commercial is quite nigahiga-ish but its just really stupid. haha. i hope it really sells though!

oh right, the yearbook is finished! right now i think theyre printing it out.

im scared coz i dont know if my pages were good enough. insecurity issues.

SIS Idol was a lot of fun, the performers were really good too. congrats to Naufal btw :)

the singers were very abstract, the dancers were very entertaining haha.

i cant seem to upload the video coz its taking forever to get uploaded.

went ice skating on thursday for PE. it was really fun, until people started coming.

i was one of the only people who managed to not fall, which was all good :)

we were there until half of our lunch time was finished.

got lost around the SS area with hanif. hahaha, was interesting.

mom picked me and my sister up on friday and now im back at home.

it feels very comfortable to be home :)

i miss my moms cooking very much.

i miss the comfort of home!

i dont know how the hostel people keep up being without that.

prom is like in 3 more weeks and im not even preparing anything. i may have found my dress but that doesnt mean i have the approval of my parents (hahahaha)

im just thinking of what shoes am i gonna wear hahaha.

heeeee my first prom!

i feel so girly :)

oh, i got my assignment rubric for my civics assignment back.

satisfied with the mark.

very happy about the fact that my teacher said that the introduction was good.

time to boast, yours truly was the one who wrote it.

in your face, civics.

i did it.

i finally did it. :)

anywho, i cannot wait for december coz im going to be going on a road trip :D

i shall list the things i want to buy and eat. and do.

i shall start now.

why do you bite the hand that feeds you? [169]

what i was for Halloween.

yes, a nerd.

this week has been nothing but trouble since the civics assignment was given out... i seriously stressed myself to the extent that i dont want to care about it anymore.

i wrote a lot, and dragged more so i think the last half of the assignment was a lot.

i dont care if mr. c gets it or not.

whats worse? i have to do a presentation about it.

im just gonna talk crap coz either way no ones gonna care if they want to know about the german government or not. its just way over my head.

watched Drama on wednesday, i didnt get some parts but overall it was good. the one that Shima and Mori acted was surprising, i have to say.

didnt have study since we were 'celebrating' alberts bday!

yes, all because of him. yay!

it was fun, coz i got to talk to them and stuff.

next day, i played rugby and didnt have lunch coz i was way too busy finishing the civics assignment. stupid.

i suggest everyone to not take civics coz its stupid.

going to do a commercial for TGJ and i have to say its gonna be a hard one to do.

i havent been doing so well for my communications technology, i think.

just hasnt been my units.

friday was a lot of fun, dressing as a nerd and what not.

there was also a jokerrrr. baha.

i was supposed to go back around at 2 (coz i havent been home for a while)

but since it was alberts bday dinner i went home on saturday.

weeee :)

went early with my sister, andriana and beatrice to have a bit of girl time.

i think i mightve found my prom dress and its relatively cheap. if my mom paid for everything then it would be awesome :)

i found this pie thing in jusco and it was so good, but everything was good since we were all too hungry. haha

and then ate at auntie annes and we realized that we were way too tired.

went to tony romas and i was cracking up to alvins jokes. he is hilarious. with no doubt.

they all are!

i had a great time and i cant thank albert enough for the awesome dinner.

hes a good host btw :)

went back to KL for the weekends and i got my Baskin Robbins!

Jamoca Almond Fudge and Pralines n' Cream.

they are so good, my god. thank god we didnt forget the fact that it was the 31st.

but yes, i have to say that those flavours were only good stuff to me. apparently my sister hates it.

well what to do, i cant make everyone happy.

i am so tired.

im blogging coz i want my sweat to dry a bit.

i came back from terry fox like an hour ago.

was supposed to volunteer but the volunteering jobs went to the ISKL people.

so we had to wait and so we ran. the Terry Fox Run.

after running and everyone gone, we collected the rubbish around the area and recycled the bottles. yay.

i feel great. but at the same time, extremely tired.

ran twice and my body is surely going to ache tomorrow morning.

i had fun though.

i saw Isabella, Lara and Vandhana there. and Plouffe :) hahaha.

im gonna take my bubble bath now coz i swear, i stink.

i need a cold drink too... preferably teh botol.

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there now, steady love,

so few come and dont go.

will you, wont you, be the one ill always know.

when im losing my control, the city spins around.

youre the only one who knows, to slow it down.