I am a moth, who just wants to share your light.
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i don't like this.
please do not ask me what's wrong because i cannot find the answer myself.all i know now is that i want to own an animal sanctuary and die happy.
with your back to me.
after a long hiatus, my immune system is working horribly again.i'm pretty sure the bacteria inside my nose have pioneered another great wall of china inside. i think this is God telling me to take a chill pill. could You lend me a hand?
01:52.
insanity.
so yesterday, i did the insanity workout with rayceal back in school.almost puked, and practically dying on the drama mat as we were talking about how school has changed. i'm so glad i graduated, but at the same time i'd just love to go to those days i spent underneath the college building, that i used call school. maybe not the last few days of it; those were terrible. physically and mentally.
i need something to be excited about!
electrify.
today, it has just dawned upon me how much i have really changed from the past year.
and from the previous years.
in terms of accomplishments, i am proud of what i have done.
but in terms of habits and actions, i'm not exactly sure what went wrong there.
i can't keep blaming that one thing from the past, because that's just being in denial of my own mistakes. so i guess, there is only one resolution for me this year: to be a better person.
it's a lot more complicated in my head, than anywhere else.
i guess self-discovery is found in every solo adventure.
"no distance can separate,
imagine us combined, light up the room; electrify,
our love could be so divine,
we'll make rainbows at night,
when it's dark, we'll be light, we'll be light."
little kids.
i never want you to be lonely, ever again.says a 7-year old boy to a 7-year old girl. maybe that's exactly what i want.
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