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I am a moth, who just wants to share your light.
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i don't like this.
please do not ask me what's wrong because i cannot find the answer myself.
all i know now is that i want to own an animal sanctuary and die happy.

with your back to me.
after a long hiatus, my immune system is working horribly again.
i'm pretty sure the bacteria inside my nose have pioneered another great wall of china inside.
i think this is God telling me to take a chill pill.

could You lend me a hand?

01:52.

insanity.
so yesterday, i did the insanity workout with rayceal back in school.
almost puked, and practically dying on the drama mat as we were talking about how school has changed.
i'm so glad i graduated, but at the same time i'd just love to go to those days i spent underneath the college building, that i used call school.
maybe not the last few days of it; those were terrible.

these past few days have been extensively tiring for me,
physically and mentally.

sometimes i wish i could take out my brain, and analyze each and every thought that had ever been planted in my head.
i need something to be excited about!


electrify.
today, it has just dawned upon me how much i have really changed from the past year.
and from the previous years.

in terms of accomplishments, i am proud of what i have done.
but in terms of habits and actions, i'm not exactly sure what went wrong there.

i can't keep blaming that one thing from the past, because that's just being in denial of my own mistakes. so i guess, there is only one resolution for me this year: to be a better person.

it's a lot more complicated in my head, than anywhere else.
i guess self-discovery is found in every solo adventure.



"no distance can separate,
imagine us combined, light up the room; electrify,
our love could be so divine,
we'll make rainbows at night,
when it's dark, we'll be light, we'll be light."

little kids.
i never want you to be lonely, ever again.
says a 7-year old boy to a 7-year old girl.
maybe that's exactly what i want.