#13

okay, is it me or ive been updating a lot lately?
well. i got a lot to blog.
hahaah :]
anyways today.. ate some ayam kampung in cheras.
its really good, i swear.
haha andd i went to my cheerleading practice.
it was for like 3 hours?
yea.. we almost completed the whole song.
and ive to do like stunts?
which.. is not surprising, really.
joscelles outfit is done and I have it.
coz she was dumb enough to NOT take it.
she mustve cared only about her iTouch anyway.
screw her for having that!
yeaaah.. so it was good.
almaz and jin ah are getting the freaks outta me. coz theyre just plain weird.
haha :P

YES.
im here about my upcoming loneliness.
sounds depressing?
itll be more depressing actually.
i mean, my eldest sister. shes in college which is in sunway.
half an hour drive.
andd my other sister. shes gonna go to this international school there.
which only allows year 10 and above.
so, i practically have to change to another school or stay in sayfol AND then go to that international school.
well, id love to join there but i think i wanna be different.
that school seems REALLY new and i hate schools with very little people.
i like people :] thats why.
haha yea.
so i have to make choices of schools.
by july?
yeah. and my sister, if she joins the one in sunway, she wont have holidays
coz her school starts in july.
lol so yeah ;]
id start having that "lonely" child feeling.
well it WILL be a big difference, coz im pretty close to my sisters.
soo i dont really have much people to talk to.
hope my mom understands though.
yeah, so both of my sisters will be living there.
which is absolutely ridiculous, coz were getting a new house, in sentral.
*sigh*
i cant make my choice of schools.
i like cempaka coz of its activities but its REALLY far.
my dad wants me to go garden. but im not really sure of that.
i still have a lot of time to think.
but my sister doesnt.
all she wants is a camera,really.
everything she does, shell be asking for a camera from my dad.
haha it was an awkward family talk just now.
and boy ill miss that a LOT.
ill be like somewhat an only child.

which is sad!
i NEED some one to talk to.
and if i do move school, itll be hard for me to get new friends.
but if i dont, i wont have many.
since people are moving out of sayfol.
which is absolutely reasonable, and i tend to follow that :D
haha so yeah!
what do i do?
where do i go?
i mean.. college is so soon actually.
and i REALLY REALLY want to be in limkokwing.
for a reason, that is :]

i dont want to be an only child.
ive been living with my sisters.
for almost 3/4 of my life now.
and im almost incomplete!
ill miss them.
A LOT.
really.

BUT I RREALLY WANNA CHANGE SCHOOL.
dammit, why am i so hard?!