49th.

why should i care?
you werent there when i was scared;
i was so alone.
- losing grip.

these few days i realized that im reaaaally lonely.
oh well.
my life.
sucks like every other ones.
haaa C:

anyways, i went to MATTA fair for the weekend.
its a fair for the travel thingy.
we're going somewhere in december!
me and my sisters cant decide though.
its like either dubai or japan.
ITS A HARD CHOICE OKAY.

for japan, theres snow [lol], universal studios, disneyland, mount fuji and all that.
and tokyo is such a.. sophisticated city!
its so awesome.
theeen dubai.
theres desert safari [which looks soooo awesome], the bbq dinner thingamabob, then the ski dubai, the water PARKS, sega theme park, the manmade island thing..
theres so many wonders in the world.
just so little time!

and i seriously cant choose.
but i think we're going to dubai.
and i dont mind!
it looks awesome =]
and plus, were going to qatar! [if we go to dubai]
yeaaaa!
i get to see ifa!
woot.
and go to aladdin world.
she said it was lame but i dont care.
i wanna be with her :B
i sound so gay.
hahaha.

any part of the world is wonderful =]
id be happy if i go to any.
as long as i just get to go somewhere new!
ergh, i hate that i didnt go last year.
since my dad and mom went to hajj.
and me and my sisters got stuck.
we didnt even get to see daylight for some time.
yes, it was okay since we got to go to dufan.
bahaha :D

anyways other than that i went to this buka puasa thingys.
which were at 5.
and i always come late :B
im the only one who talks there.
and the oldest one.
its annoying!
theres this 3 girls.
who gets in my nerves.
erggh.
theyre so... gah.
i cant find the right adjective for them.

sometimes its fun though.

and i have this horrible horrible HORRRRRRRRIBLE block nose.
i got it since last night.
and god, it was the worst.
i got to play with a cat though.
bahaha its soo fat.
and..pampery.
hahah if theres such word.

anyways, i hate school now.
i feel so neglected.


- edited.
MY DAD FINALLY BOUGHT A NEW CAMERA.
its canon and its semi-pro.
its gonna take me some time to learn it completely.
its a gay colour but yea, lol i like it =]