a hundred and seventeen.

we're one mistake from being together,
let's not ask why it's not right
you won't be seventeen forever,
and we can get away from this tonight.
♥ seventeen forever - metro station.

come to think of it - sports day is just in 2 days.
and it's not perfect.
never will be.
why did it look so possible last year?
such threats the other houses are.
the one that i needed to perfect most didn't even come to school today.
nothing else but what the hell came to my mind.
what is she thinking?
and my sister and franceska thought of somethings and so there's some alteration.
and by god - we wont get it on that day.
argh the stress.

oh well - the more you think of it, the worse it gets.
anyways my sister, candice and i went to sungei wang on sunday.
it was fun, but yet so goddamn tiring coz we had to search for shorts... and we were looking at the same place over and over again.
and we didn't realize it.
that's what i hate about sungei wang!
urgh, get brighter lights would you?
but yea, we bought some stuff and it was only for like 6 bucks - HEHE.
thats CHEAP.

we took about 3 hours to get it all finished.
wow.
my feet were like screaming for rest.
i pity them so much.

i finished reading Inkheart.
so i guess ill be starting Inkspell soon. i dont see Inkdeath anywhere in here.. i hope i get it soon. coz they already have the triology but its one book. who would want that?
i want to watch the movie though.

saturday was such a tiring day too.
but i would drag about it so much that id get tired from typing.
just one cliche sentence - its a small world.
the whole story is just that we went to tarbush - the table beside us was actually my dad's colleague or something. (one connection there) turns out that he lives at the same apartment/condo where my dad's other friend (one) who used to live at the same housing area as ours in Jakarta (another) and his daughter is like one of my sister's best friends and she's her roommate (look!).
thats four connections already.
and thats not all.
that guy who we met in tarbush was with his dad - and he works at this hospital where my mom's uncle/my granduncle (who recently died) worked. (CONNECTION!) and he knew him. (deux connections)
i swear, that moment, creeped me out.
and that guy's wife's dad worked at the same company where my dad used to work. (AND ANOTHER)
so in total that is... seven connections.
crapcake.
THIS IS SO CREEPY.
weird night, seriously.

and yeah - one of the people in this condo owns a freakin Aston Martin.
and i've got a picture with it :)
weeee.
lets keep the optimism :)

i dont know, im just really scared for this wednesday.
it's either i'd be happy for 2 things, or one; or none.
don't you just hate the future sometimes?
coz i know i do.

♥