here we go again. [239]

it's funny how the rainy season just started.

i think i like it.

i'm supposed to finish 2 1000-word essay, study for a math test, and practise a monologue.

it's a whole line-up of fun, fun, fun, fun!

school is starting to fall apart bit by bit.

nice move on banning facebook, by the way.

stop treating me like i don't know how to handle myself.

use your common sense, the more you put on rules, the higher chance of people doing the exact opposite.

and you call us childish.

45 more days.

forty five.

i went back to bandung just last week, and i never felt so happy.

i missed my mom's cooking, definitely.

and i missed the comfort of home.

definitely.

i cut my hair, and i named a cat monkey.

and i bought The Catcher in the Rye by JD Salinger.

which i just read a page or two of, i ko-ed on the train after i read it.

but so far, so good :)

funny story about going back,

i was supposed to go all by myself.

told it to everyone, being so proud; it was a moment of emancipation.

just at the moment i was going back home,

my sister says, "oh, you're not going alone any more, did you know that?"

i could feel the rage gushing its way out of my mouth and i just shouted.

i mean, seriously,

how would you feel, if you really wanted out,

a solitary journey of tranquillity (somewhat),

and it turns out that your own dad is following you?

okay, i wasn't exactly pissed at my dad.

i was pissed at my mom.

dad's cool with the whole deal, mom isn't.

and i'm supposed to be independent, how?

sigh.

but whatever, i'm through with that, it wasn't that bad.

i was chilling my grandparents and parents.

don't get to do that every day.

:)

counting down 12 weeks is actually pretty heavy.

i need distractions.

i miss you already, hanif.

gotta start working on writing a bag load of nonsense now.

the earth is so excited, it's crying!