"Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage." - Anaïs Nin


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3.9.11

where's my pancake? [251]

people continuously ask me this very particular question:
"so, how's college?"

I tell them a simple, "it's too early to judge" or a, "it's alright/okay".
some are lucky - I tell them the few/many things bothering me.
but of course, in all honesty, there is a 5-page essay for the answer.

with all of these nonsensical dramas, and unimportant poppycocks that exist around my college life, I really have to ask myself:
what did I get myself into?

it would be hypocritical of me to complain and nag about them online, because that was what one did before.
so I'll just pretty much sit here in annoyance, pondering on how I will survive in this course for the next 2 years.

this is not college for me; it's just a bundle of frustrations.
which in turn, leads to my exhaustion of life.
like previously mentioned,
this is not my year.

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