some want to kiss, some want to kick you.

there's this growing anger inside me that needs nothing but to be thrown away.
but it's just slightly more difficult because the seed has been planted.

i'm not too sure where this is all going, but it's uncannily turning out like an incident that happened almost 4 years ago.
that wasn't pretty.

all i really want to ask is:
what do you want from me, and why are you doing this?