30 days

2012's month of march has been one hell of a test for me.
whatever this year has given me is just a matter of tests.
and i'm just so tired.

so tired of trying.
so tired of thinking.
so tired of pondering.
so tired of the failures.
so tired.

nothing is going right, and it has never been going in that direction for more than 10 months.
it's almost been a year, and i still haven't gotten my escape.
i think it's safe to say that it'll never happen.

but now it's just up to me, to change all this.
get my head straight, and make it happen.
because i'm the problem, and i'm the cure.

6 more days to something beautiful.
10 more days to internship.
141 days to legality.