164th empire.

i see this letter on the table.
its not meant for me.
but it might probably change things around... once again.
its not like i want to change. but i dont need this change.
the adaptation to change just isnt there.
i like how things are right now- except for all the shit in the hostel i cant take.
i like it.

ive never been this happy, seriously.
my life is on the right track - LOL. i sound like i just got out of rehab.
but yes, ive been having fun both in school and outside school.
i miss certain loads of people but i think im gonna be catching up on them very soon, and therefore im happy...-er. haha.

anywho, friday was dress down day.
every friday is dress down day now... but its 3 bucks.
if its for a month that would be 12 bucks.
i can buy half a dozen of J.CO with an extra 50 cents.
maybe i should do alternate.

anywho, im working with Chermayne for the new TGJ assignment.
talk about wasting credit.
the woman over at Rumah Hope was seriously rude for shouting at Chermayne.
if it wasnt some charity house i wouldve called her and told her to be nice...
so we decided to take National Autism Society Of Malaysia.
we finished the script, now we all need is just the sound effects and recording and the whole editing what not.
can you say fun?!

friday was such a short day, it felt a bit weird.
since we planned to go ice skating we went to pyramid.
went with hanif and his friend and went with the car.
so there were 6 of us.
andriana. ilya. hanif. ld. my sister. me.
went ice skating for a bit until the two showoffs took over the rink. psh, they didnt deserve it.
and guess what? when we were going out, the people were allowed to come in. bah.
bought the food over at popeyes but then joined the others at mcd.
went around pyramid searching for andrianas vitamins and then went to the arcade.
met wei yew and his friend whos apparently ilyas friend...
its a small world after all...

the arcade:
andriana and her addiction to time crisis.
my sister beating ilya at panic park.
there were a lot of "shiba"-s being spoken that time. aha.
and the excitedness over tekken 3.
is it me or do we just have to play house of the dead everytime we go to the arcade?

after that hanif and ilya wanted to play pool.
guess who we met? Mark, Mahendra and Hatso. yay!
we were there for quite a while.
even managed to take pictures. :)
watching my sister play pool was quite entertaining :)
i managed to shoot in some btw. yay! :D
after all that, went to asian avenue to buy bubble tea and checked out this shop with all the halloween stuff thingys.
overall we had our shares of fun.
i think.

ive been playing "slap mosquito" - LOL - for the past few days and i think my reflex has been really good. hahaha, it makes me wake up.
speaking of waking up, my mom called and was super pissed at the fact that she was on her way and i was still sleeping on the bed and not being close to ready.

and here i am. on a midnight which is already a sunday.
not ready for tennis to go tomorrow.
neither going back to the hostel.
its insane. how am i supposed to keep this up for the next 3 semesters like this?

study period is stupid.
we have the right to choose if we want to go or not.
i mean like, sometimes when you finish your work, what do you want to do? facebook?
isnt it all just the same with what you do at the hostel?
if peoples results are dropping, its not like youre helping them by forcing them to study at some time.
people have different ways of studying.
some study at night, some study in the quiet, some study with music, some dont even study but end up remembering everything.

sometimes, i just feel like saying these things out loud.
i want to stay at home, with my mom because i love the warmth i feel here.
its gonna be different, yet again but sometimes i just cant see the point as to why im there.


the youth is starting to change.